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When manic we all feel on top of the world. Optimistic about everything and a (fake) happiness that seems will last forever. During this time is when I journal. I love journaling and writing. I have my own blog all about being bipolar in today’s society. So that keeps me busy. It when I crash and hit the depressive state...I can never pull myself out enough to even write one word. I have lost all interest to write anything and that lasts several days, sometimes more. It sucks because I do t get my blog posts off when I want to or on time. It’s an exhausting state of affairs
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I have a bipolar blog too. I sometimes blog what I post here. Its fresh that way. I van post when depressed- at least mildly so.
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I do not have a blog, but I have written some books over the years and my productivity when manic is astounding. I once wrote a 400-page novel in three weeks. While I was in the hospital!
On the other hand, when depressed, I cannot write anything. It is of zero interest. My depressive episodes can be long, so I may go months without writing. It's weird.
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A 400 page novel !! That’s awesome. And while in the hospital. I am impressed my friend. It seems when our manic episodes come about we know it’s the time to get things done. It is weird. |
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Same here. While manic, regardless of its stupidity, every thought I have is profound and must be written down. My writing is so much clearer, more beautiful and just better in general. I can’t write if I am depressed. However, if I am in a mixed state and am feeling depressed while manic, I can produce some very dark yet bewitching material.
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