[Jester's Rags]

This is the worst feeling. Irritable, short tempered, anxious, restless, can’t stay still. I feel like crawling out of my skin. My brain won’t stop. Bad thoughts. Potential events. Outcomes of hypothetical events. Everything that I can’t control pi**es me off. Wind blowing. Drivers being stupid. Gravity.

I haven’t felt like this in a long time. I hope it goes away soon.

[bpcyclist]

I am sorry you are struggling. I have been through this as well. It is awful. Have you contacted your psychiatrist, by chance? If not, you might want to do that, just in case she/he wants to make a med change. Sending you positive vibes and calm.

[Jester's Rags]

I haven't called my Pdoc. I usually try to deal myself, but It's to the point right now where I Self Harmed the other day. It's something I haven't done in ages and I'm glad it's sweater weather where I'm at. My meds usually keep things in check fairly well, but sometimes I guess breakouts happen. Thank you for your reply.

[*Beth*]

I really do know how you feel because I've been there so many times. Please call your pdoc. No reason to suffer through this more than you already have.

[Pookyl]

I agree with the others about contacting your pdoc. A PRN may be enough to prevent a worse episode happening. There’s nothing worse than seeing a mixed episode coming and being unable to prevent it

[Jester's Rags]

"nothing worse than seeing a mixed episode coming and being unable to prevent it"

Mixed episodes are the worst.

I'm going to give my doc a call today, and take some Seroquel. Sometimes it helps and sometimes it just makes me sleep.

[MickeyCheeky]

Yes, please, DO call your Pdoc, @Jester's Rags! Let us know how it goes if you can and want to! I hope it passes soon and that you'll feel MUCH, MUCH BETTER SOON! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Jester's Rags, your Family, your Friends, your Pdocs and ALL of Your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK, MY DEAR, SWEET, KIND, AWESOME AND WONDERFUL FRIEND?!

[*Beth*]

How's it going Jester's Rags?

[Jester's Rags]

I’ve been taking Seroquel today and my mind hasn’t been racing. I’m better than I have been the past week. I feel like I’m wound up a little less tightly.

Thank you very much for asking.

[Wander]

I’m with Bethrags. How are you today? Thinking of you Jesters Rags.

[*Beth*]

I'm so glad that you're doing a bit better. Sometimes prn works well.

[Jester's Rags]

Thank you all for the kind words and support. It's nice to have people who understand what you're going through.

[*Beth*]

Originally Posted by Jester's Rags

Thank you all for the kind words and support. It's nice to have people who understand what you're going through.

It truly is.