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#781
I was struggling with some negative thoughts but I was able to fall sleep quickly once I tried. Then I woke up at 9 something and flew out of bed and opened the door because I had a REM episode. I haven’t had one of those in months. I’m sure it’s all the stress that went on today. Then I fell back asleep until my brother closed my door loudly. Which caused me to fly out of bed again from another nightmare and I told him to leave the door open. So I’ve been awake for about half an hour. But I feel better then I did earlier
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#782
I slept great last night! Finally!!! Had a really cool dream of hunting in the enchanted forest and a unicorn was protecting me. So cool.
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#783
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#784
I woke up from some dream. Something related to the movie Edward Scissorhands. I had just read stuff about the movie before. The dream was unsettling and it woke me up around 1. But I really can’t remember what happened so it must not have been too bad. But I’ve been up since.
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#785
I didn’t sleep too well. I took 10 milligrams of melatonin and then a mil of Xanax so I could calm my anxiety. I fell asleep fast right before 7 and I had all these weird dreams throughout the night. At midnight I drank water out of the sink and I drank a caffeine free Coke and fell back asleep. I’ve been up now for about 15 minutes.
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#786
I can’t sleep. I ended up going down the rabbit hole and I forget how it started. But I’ve been looking up past coworkers, rugrat characters, job listings, and then other people on Facebook I used to know. I also found out Mr. Rogers wife died at the start of the year and Sonic is going bankrupt. I’m thinking of taking my Geodon so I can go to sleep until 8AM. I do worry what 180 milligrams in 5 hours will eventually do to me though.
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#787
I had this weird dream where I was in a hospital I think. And I was waiting for my therapy appointment. But she was running late so I had to go into the group room to watch a movie. And there was this really mean lady who ran the group and I did something and she kicked me out. So I went into another smaller room to watch a movie. Then a few other people came in and this guy who looked like a college professor came in with a bottle of fireball whisky. I knew I shouldn’t drink but I ended up getting drunk. We all did while sitting in the dark room. Finally I had my therapy appointment but my mom was there to pick me up. Apparently I wasn’t inpatient at the hospital. I didn’t tell her I was late for therapy. I didn’t want her to see how drunk I was, so she went to this grocery store attached to the hospital to get me some stuff.
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#788
im ssl eping so much.
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#789
still sleeping alot, I am just going to enjjoy it
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#790
I fell asleep too fast before 7. So I woke up before 2AM. I took my Geodon and I’m hoping to get back to sleep soon.
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#791
I slept great last night. I fell asleep around 8:30 and I didn’t wake up until 4:45. I took my Geodon and then I fell back asleep until 6:15.
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#792
Second night of very little sleep. My head is ringing from the lack. Did doze off for an hour or so. Dreamed hospital dreams. Part of the hospital was a nursery for flowers and trees. A whole aisle was filled with poison ☠️ mulch. I had to mix it with a different soil to neutralize it and pack it away. It seeped though my gloves staining my fingers and poisoned 🤢 me. I was dying.
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#793
Im sleep okay, Covid Moderna shot thursday has me sleeping and napping so much !
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#794
I’ve been staying up later. Usually falling asleep around 9:30-10. Sleeping in about the same time each morning. Last night was good. I had my Geodon in my pocket and took it in my sleep at 3:30. I need it in my pocket every night so I won’t have to go downstairs and wake up even more. I watched TV all day today so I may have trouble falling asleep.
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#795
I woke up 20 minutes ago confused about the time. I also feel really sick to my stomach in a weird sort of way. It’s almost like a med reaction type way. The way I feel after starting new meds or getting a shot. I got my injection yesterday but I don’t remember actually doing anything else. I ate a pint of Halo Top and the other day it gave me a massive migraine. So I don’t know if there’s something in it or what.
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#796
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#797
Ugh, kept awakening with confusion over what the time was. Going back to bed...
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#798
I forgot my night meds. Its 3 a.m. and Im wide awake. Just took the meds- waiting for them to kick in.
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Legendary Wise Elder
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#799
I slept ok last night but this daylight savings is messing with me today. I am so tired. It doesn’t help that the weather is crappy for the first time in a couple weeks.
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#800
I'm so tired of waking up at this time. And the worst part is sometimes I wake up and eat. Mostly candy or cereal. This is horrible bc I'm starting to put on weight. I need this sleep study like two weeks ago.
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