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Haven't written on here for a bit, been trying to grieve unsuccessfully I may add.
Today I dreamt I lost my Mum in a street in town and I was panicking and stressed. Woke up just wanting to hear her voice so I watched a video on my phone of her. Been cleaning my livingroom for Christmas tree to go up.... its 5 hours in and still not got far been in tears all afternoon. I just want my Mum.... feeling really sad not really in the Christmas spirit either Sent from my SM-G980F using Tapatalk |
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That’s got to be hard. The first Christmas without her.
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Yeah she has been gone nearly 5 months. I thought I could handle it but I really can't
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@Miss Laura, I'm sending you hugs and strength during this difficult time. I fully understand how hard it is to pass the first major holidays without a mom. Did you have a traditional family get together in the past? Does your family have a plan for the coming holidays? It was so painful for my family the first Christmas after my mother died that we went to a Chinese restaurant.
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I am so sorry that you are grieving. hang on to your siblings for support and share stories of her. There is no time limit for grieving. the first year your in shock.
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(((HUG)))
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(((((((( Hugs ))))))))
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