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Old Dec 17, 2021, 03:16 PM
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"Your depression is close to killing you."
Well **** off, let it.
Only reason she didn't is because last time she did was an extremely traumatic experience and she doesn't want to do that to me again and make me come home more suicidal.
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Old Dec 18, 2021, 12:22 AM
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"Your depression is close to killing you."
Well **** off, let it.
Only reason she didn't is because last time she did was an extremely traumatic experience and she doesn't want to do that to me again and make me come home more suicidal.

Are you actively suicidal?

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Old Dec 18, 2021, 05:26 AM
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That's something - that she's not going to do that to you again.

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Old Dec 18, 2021, 04:14 PM
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Are you actively suicidal?

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yeah,
Possible trigger:
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Old Dec 18, 2021, 04:22 PM
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yeah,
Possible trigger:
I'm not gonna make a ''suggestion'' as that might make me a ''hypocrite''... I do not trust the professionals I have consulted. Not one bit. I do not have any Zzzquil.

Sorry to anyone reading if this is the ''wrong'' reply, it's my truth. Thanks for posting this Sapien. I'm ''selfish'' and I hope you survive this, without harming yourself (further).. I also have been traumatised and harmed by... more than a few... professionals in my area, and now am extremely wary of them, at best.

Sorry if this is an off topic rant.

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Old Dec 18, 2021, 04:26 PM
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Does the Zzzquil help with sleep? I'm running low on benzos...
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Old Dec 18, 2021, 07:30 PM
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Well I took a pretty massive amount of Zzzquil but I got about 11 hours of sleep. If I take the recommended dosage it doesn't help too much but it's better than nothing.

Thanks for understanding, Fuzzy. My goal is to never step foot in another hospital. I truly believe I have PTSD from the "Behavioral Health Unit"
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
"Why not?"
"Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them."
"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"
Hugs from:
*Beth*, Fuzzybear, Victoria'smom
Thanks for this!
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