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Hey Boots, how are you doing?
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#82
I have had no less than
FOUR HUNDRED AND TEN messages telling me that you are missed, and that every one of those FOUR HUNDRED AND TEN people wish you would check in @MuddyBoots. Just letting you know . __________________ |
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#83
Make that 411....
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#84
I'm alive
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#85
Hey, you- thanks for checking in. Autumn in Nude Hampster must be absolutely stunning about right now.
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#86
Here's some pics I took on my walk today (will upload to my album shortly).
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#87
So I had an IEA and now have a CD. Drug tests and haldol decanoate shots.
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#88
I’m glad your back boots! But I don’t know what IED or CD means.
The pictures are wonderful. Reminds me of up north. Beautiful. __________________ Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#89
Thank you for the photos, Boots. They remind me of making paper pilgrims in 3rd grade, and how the teacher would show us pictures of autumn where the Pilgrims had lived. Then everyone's paper pilgrims would be stuck onto a wall and they looked so fancy and happy.
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At some point I'm going to do a moderate hike, but I don't want to do it when it's rainy and the leaves and rocks are too slippery to get a good pace going. __________________ Live life for nothing but that sweet sweet melody. |
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#91
Oooo I’ve had that done to me. My admission was for 6 months though and then they were gonna recommitment me. I took off and left the state. They called it something else though. I don’t think they had things like CDs back then.
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Been binging/purging lately. New old thing now that I can't do drugs. Using healthy coping skills all the time is boring.
Currently on: Haldol decanoate (100mg 1x/month) Haldol pills (5mg 4x a day--this is a ***** to remember) Valium (7.5mg 3x day, also a byotch to remember) Seroquel 100mg HS amantadine 100mg BID lamotrigine 200mg qd __________________ Live life for nothing but that sweet sweet melody. Last edited by MuddyBoots; Oct 30, 2022 at 01:19 PM.. |
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#93
pic of the day
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***Magnificent!***
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Just had my first therapy appointment in months. We're doing DBT. Based on some things I've said/done she said I might have BPD. Might start a group for DBT, might start a dual-diagnosis group too.
Had a pdoc appointment too. I only have to take the Haldol 3x a day now. I don't get why I have to take the pills at all if I'm on the shot. I'm exhausted. __________________ Live life for nothing but that sweet sweet melody. |
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I want to try a DBT group. My mom did, and I think it helped her a lot. She used to lash out at others a lot more before she did it. I think it has helped her control her temper.
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I'm so, so sorry you're exhausted, Boots. Makes sense, though. Thank you for coming back. Seriously, a lot of people missed you very much. __________________ |
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Here's what the grass looks like in the morning. I went to the park for my run today and had to defrost the windshields for the first time since spring. The trees are all either brown or bare now. My meds have me wiped out. I'm going to try and half the Seroquel tonight to see if I sleep less than 11 hours for once. It's weird waking up to daylight, especially this time of year.
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Thank you for your pics @MuddyBoots. That grass looks beautiful. We will see frosty grass very, very early in the morning in late December-January. Except I have no grass around my apartment, which feels so odd.
Boots, I'm so sorry about everything else you're going though. The best thing i can say is that it is great that you run. I hear you regarding Seroquel. Yes, it makes me sleep, but that's all I want to do, and then I feel depressed. What dose have you been taking? __________________ |
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