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Default May 23, 2024 at 06:28 PM
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Joined the Army. Literally. It was absolutely insane. I was discharged though; my mental state was very apparent.

Do you remember your manic episodes?

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Default May 24, 2024 at 08:01 AM
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I remember flashes of my manic episodes. A lot of it I don't remember until I start coming out of it after being given antipsychotics in the hospital. I have days that are mostly blank. Once I even had a psychogenic nonepiletic seizure and was taken by ambulance to a hospital, and I don't remember a bit of it; I just know what my husband told me. I'm glad I don't remember most of my manic episodes because the flashes I do have are mostly disturbing, though I do clearly remember some times when I thought I was conversing with God; those times were strangely comforting.

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Default May 24, 2024 at 12:29 PM
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Call the Midwife

Have you ever had to wear a catheter for a week after having urine retention brought on by your antipsychotic?

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Default May 24, 2024 at 12:37 PM
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Nope, thank goodness!

Have you ever heard/conversed with God while manic?

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Default May 24, 2024 at 01:10 PM
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I've thought I was God, and I heard myself talk and talked to myself so if that counts...? More so see angels and demons.

Do you have normal periods of euthymia where you actually function and maybe even are content? What's that like?

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Default May 29, 2024 at 09:44 PM
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No. I have better times, right now being the best ever, but I still struggle with symptoms and limitations between episodes.

Have you ever figured out how many days of your life you've spent with your therapist? With my current one it's about 42) (52weeksx1 visit each x 60 minutes/24 hours) That's not totally accurate but I've had enough weeks with 2 sessions (and I have) it's pretty close.

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Default May 30, 2024 at 09:10 AM
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No, I've never been in therapy long enough to add it up. I've tried at least a dozen therapists and never clicked with one of them.

How old were you when you were diagnosed with bipolar?

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Default May 30, 2024 at 09:23 AM
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I think I was 18.

If you could choose one song that describes/vibes with/feels like your mania, which song would that be?

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I think I was 18.

If you could choose one song that describes/vibes with/feels like your mania, which song would that be?
“So much to Say” By Take 6

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Default Jun 01, 2024 at 06:23 PM
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breathing techniques, PRNs, prayers

Do you have "head noise"? (whatever you call it).

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Default Jun 01, 2024 at 10:57 PM
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Do you have "head noise"? (whatever you call it).
I don't really know what that is. I don't know what you mean exactly. I don't think so.

Are you creative?

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Default Jun 01, 2024 at 11:06 PM
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I mean constant noises in there........a few phrases of music, nasty thoughts about myself, obsessive things I have to do, etc. Since starting Seroquel it's done by about 85%. I didn't even know it could be completely quiet in a room.

I used to be creative prior to the heavier duty meds. Now I wouldn't say so. I hope someday that comes back.

Do you prefer zoos or museums?

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Default Jun 05, 2024 at 07:27 PM
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Zoos

What is the best advice you've been given?

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Default Jun 12, 2024 at 06:26 PM
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Talking to myself here.....My therapist used to tell me to "do what you can do, as you can do it". It helped me stay centered.

Is summer heat hard for you with meds?

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Default Jun 12, 2024 at 06:33 PM
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I'm not even on meds and summer weather is hard. Not so much the heat, but when it's 70 and the dew point is even higher, even that's hard. Can't wait for 90s and humid, and probably being forced on meds soon.

Do you think even when you're euthymic, you're still affected in some way by bipolar cognitively?

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I'm not even on meds and summer weather is hard. Not so much the heat, but when it's 70 and the dew point is even higher, even that's hard. Can't wait for 90s and humid, and probably being forced on meds soon.

Do you think even when you're euthymic, you're still affected in some way by bipolar cognitively?
Oh! What a good question. I think it depends on if I'm coming out of a severe episode. I always have a period of time where my brain feels like it's healing itself, which sucks. Can't get anything done creatively.

Have you ever been hypersexual? And was it UNBEARABLE?

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Default Jun 13, 2024 at 09:24 AM
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Yes, yes, and the aftermath is probably the most unbearable of it all now that a bunch of scummy people think I'll put out for anyone at anytime and I have no limits...

Do you always or at least usually switch from (hypo)mania to depression? What's that look like for you?

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Yes, yes, and the aftermath is probably the most unbearable of it all now that a bunch of scummy people think I'll put out for anyone at anytime and I have no limits...

Do you always or at least usually switch from (hypo)mania to depression? What's that look like for you?
Ugh. Yes. Usually. And it's dreadful! I have a "crash" period, where I spend up to two weeks depressed, unshowering, and just laying in bed with the covers over my head listening to depressing music and sleeping and abusing my prns and getting nothing done because I'm so lacking in energy.

Same question.

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