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Dec 11, 2023 at 06:12 PM
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That really sucks, Hallie
 My pdoc is also part time. Only works Wednesdays. It's very frustrating. I dread the day he actually retires completely! Maybe you'll like your new pdoc. He could be very good. It sucks trintillex didn't work out for you. Hopefully the next antidepressant they put you on will do wonders! 🫂 __________________ The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 
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Dec 12, 2023 at 08:55 PM
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i feel lie satan is attacking my mind and heart making me wantt o self harm. i cant go in my shower bc i might do it. i will throw them away when i feel strong enought o do so. also i feel like drpping out of school. grad school is making me hate mysefl
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Dec 12, 2023 at 10:39 PM
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This will pass. Pray stay in school! It is a phase. Just recently you posted such confident, self-assured messages. Maybe look for them on this forum as proof that you will get better?
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Dec 12, 2023 at 10:42 PM
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I just don’t feel right. I feel the creepy crawling of bugs on my face and body
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Dec 17, 2023 at 04:06 PM
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I am sorry for the creepy crawly things that you are experiencing.
hold on to reality.This is just a phase. You have to fix this.It is not a religious thing. bizi __________________ 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, 4-5 peri-colace for chronic constipation multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine at noon PRN Remeron 15mg at night, zyprexa10mg under tongue, requip2mg. |
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Dec 17, 2023 at 08:46 PM
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I feel weird
Still. But church was Great today! __________________ Bipolar 1 w/psychotic features or schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety OCD celexa, prazosin, Lybalvi and prn zyprexa and klonopin |
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Dec 17, 2023 at 10:11 PM
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See, something was fantastic and there will be more great things for you in the future!
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Dec 17, 2023 at 10:23 PM
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Satan is still
Attacking me though. He always does. __________________ Bipolar 1 w/psychotic features or schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety OCD celexa, prazosin, Lybalvi and prn zyprexa and klonopin |
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Dec 17, 2023 at 10:31 PM
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Dec 17, 2023 at 10:38 PM
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That’s what my therapist said but Satan attacks my mind making me want to send harm and it’s getting g harder not to do it
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Dec 17, 2023 at 10:40 PM
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I am very sorry to hear that. What is your current Lybalvi dosage?
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Dec 17, 2023 at 10:41 PM
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What kind of harm? is it the kind of harm that may warrant going to ER and telling them about it?
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Dec 17, 2023 at 11:12 PM
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No just superficial
I haven’t done it. Trying not To. __________________ Bipolar 1 w/psychotic features or schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety OCD celexa, prazosin, Lybalvi and prn zyprexa and klonopin |
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Dec 17, 2023 at 11:12 PM
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Dec 18, 2023 at 11:40 AM
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My pdoc offcie just called offering me an earleir appt on Jan 3 instead o f jan 10. I wetn ahead and accepted it. i hope he doesnt mind my pcp put on vraylar while i waited to see him. i ddint ask her to. he wanted me to get help with the depression asap
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Dec 18, 2023 at 03:05 PM
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You probably can go to 20 mg Lybalvi. Let us see what he says on Jan 3.
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Dec 18, 2023 at 03:13 PM
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indeed. he will figure it out. thanks
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Dec 18, 2023 at 05:18 PM
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I'm glad you had the appointment moved forward
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Dec 19, 2023 at 01:42 AM
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Yea * see t tomorrow. Worried I shouldn’t tell him
How I’ve been avoiding showers bc Satan will convince me to self harm. I don’t hear him Or anything but he attacks my thoughts. Makes me feel urges like I should do it. I’m Not the least bit in danger or suicidal though so he can’t * force * me ip right? __________________ Bipolar 1 w/psychotic features or schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety OCD celexa, prazosin, Lybalvi and prn zyprexa and klonopin |
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Dec 19, 2023 at 02:11 AM
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Right as far as I know.
Are you done with school now? That has to be/will be a huge weight off. __________________ Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD. Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1700 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 1.5 mg clonazepam., 50 mg Seroquel |
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