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Legendary
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Dec 13, 2023 at 01:51 PM
#61
I’m
At pcp For Follow up. My heart is mildly enlarged. It’s always something. Idk If I’ll tell her How bad Immfeelignm __________________ Bipolar 1 w/psychotic features or schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety OCD celexa, prazosin, Lybalvi and prn zyprexa and klonopin |
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Legendary
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Dec 13, 2023 at 02:34 PM
#62
She called
Radiology at the hospital and they said my heart is normal. She knew something was wrong so I opened up She gave me vraylar samples to take til I see my new pdoc __________________ Bipolar 1 w/psychotic features or schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety OCD celexa, prazosin, Lybalvi and prn zyprexa and klonopin |
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ɘvlovƎ
Member Since Nov 2013
Location: Australia
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Dec 13, 2023 at 03:12 PM
#63
Just got to get through 4 hours of work today. My stomach is upset. Nerves I think. I got this.
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jun 2016
Location: Where the sidewalk ends
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Dec 13, 2023 at 03:52 PM
#64
I feel fine today. The vaccine side effects are gone. I got an automated voice message and then an email about rescheduling my pdoc appointment and it was just a dumb robot issue. I honestly don't care if I see the man on the 8th or the 24th of Januaray. I wish he would see me every 6 months instead of every 3.
I went out to eat for the first time since the summer. It was pretty good although it just sat in my stomach all day. I see my therapist tommorow and I'm going on a trip Sunday and Monday and I just realized I am supposed to meet with her Monday morning. I'll have to cancel the appointment. I could use a break without any doctors or therapy appointments. I'm pretty fed up with appointments and I'd like to be able to enjoy my holidays I guess I am still feeling it a bit physically. Kinda like how I was after my hysterctomy. Just a bit achy. __________________ Ridin' with Biden Last edited by Mountaindewed; Dec 13, 2023 at 04:14 PM.. |
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Silver Swan
Member Since Jan 2008
Location: USA
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Dec 13, 2023 at 05:08 PM
#65
N1 is in the psych hospital in some other town. At least she’s safe.
__________________ Wellbutrin XL 300 mg Ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 20 mg 2x/day Invega 3 Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) Mania (April/May 2019) |
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Poohbah
Member Since May 2018
Location: Toronto, Canada
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Dec 13, 2023 at 05:09 PM
#66
I switched internet and TV providers today. I'm saving about $120 a month with more channels and better internet.
I have an appointment Friday to discuss ECT and TMS. Feeling low today but it's manageable but my anxiety is way up, so I'm taking a Klonopin so that I have a decently relaxing evening. Still waiting for details about switching to Vraylar. __________________ * Dx: Unspecified Bipolar and Related Disorder * Rx: Remeron, Prozac, Klonopin, Rexulti My avatar picture is a photo of the Whirlpool Galaxy I took in April 2023. I dedicated this photo to my sister who passed away in July 2016. |
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jun 2016
Location: Where the sidewalk ends
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Dec 13, 2023 at 07:30 PM
#67
I've been going through so much dramaine and pepcid that I placed an express order from walmart delivery. I have Walmart+ so I got free delivery and I didn't have to pay the under $35 fee. I gave the driver a huge tip for delivering 2 small items at night in the cold. But I really need this stuff.
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Silver Swan
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Dec 13, 2023 at 07:40 PM
#68
I’ve decided to take the new Depakote script even with the liver warnings because it’s only for 15 days.
__________________ Wellbutrin XL 300 mg Ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 20 mg 2x/day Invega 3 Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) Mania (April/May 2019) |
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Location: Australia
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Dec 13, 2023 at 08:54 PM
#69
Didn’t make it through the day. Went home from work early. Massive anxiety. Heart rate 148 for over an hour. Back to normal now.
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Legendary
Member Since Oct 2004
Location: usa
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Dec 13, 2023 at 10:23 PM
#70
Been taking klonopin every night lately. Probably
Go ahead and take it tonight too. I went ahead and started the vraylar. I don’t wanna be in the place where I was last night. I haven’t been like that in years __________________ Bipolar 1 w/psychotic features or schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety OCD celexa, prazosin, Lybalvi and prn zyprexa and klonopin |
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Wise Elder
Member Since Apr 2015
Location: US
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Dec 14, 2023 at 12:12 AM
#71
I finally found out why I'm having this biopsy. The thing I have that makes me high risk doesn't cause physical symptoms like most breast cancers do. That's part of why they do so many scans. But anyway apparently the microcalcificaitons that have been increasing in number are a sign of that pre-cancerous thing. So they're doing this to see if I have to have another surgical biopsy.
Oddly I feel more calm than I did before I knew this. Well, Dr. Google knew anyway. __________________ Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD. Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1700 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 1.5 mg clonazepam., 50 mg Seroquel Last edited by BeyondtheRainbow; Dec 14, 2023 at 12:13 AM.. Reason: typos |
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Legendary
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Dec 14, 2023 at 12:45 AM
#72
Managed to shower tonight. No urges to self harm so I was ok. Sure I smell better.
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Legendary
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Dec 14, 2023 at 09:34 AM
#73
Wish I didn’t have to
Go to work today but alas I am here. We have a potluck today. I brought homemade Peanut butter cookies and Christmas Punch __________________ Bipolar 1 w/psychotic features or schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety OCD celexa, prazosin, Lybalvi and prn zyprexa and klonopin |
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Dec 14, 2023 at 09:37 AM
#74
The Cymbalta is really helping me. No SI or depression since shortly after I started it.
I don’t know how but I’ve somehow managed to infect both eyes. It’s not pink eye - it’s something else. I’ve waited patiently for 9 days to be seen. My eyes are sealed shut when I wake, burn, sting, water - you name it. Hopefully I can take care of that today with my appointment. My anxiety is sky high today. My med provider left the practice 12/6 and I won’t have anybody until 2/14. Fingers crossed for no emergencies. I hope everybody has a peaceful day 
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Legendary
Member Since Oct 2004
Location: usa
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Dec 14, 2023 at 10:06 AM
#75
my anxiety is sky high this morning and idk why. too much peopling at work i guess. im wearing my christmas vacactin shirt i found at goodwill today for our potluck
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Member Since Mar 2015
Location: USA
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Dec 14, 2023 at 02:18 PM
#76
Still have the flu
 . Canceled my therapist appointment for tomorrow morning. We rescheduled for Monday. I certainly hope I'm better by then. I'm getting my *** kicked!
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Wanderer of Distant Stars
Member Since May 2012
Location: North Carolina, USA. Originally New York
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Dec 14, 2023 at 02:29 PM
#77
Having an up and down day. Sometimes my husband is good and sometimes he is not. Questioning myself if I can take this relationship or not. I love him very much, and I know he is not well that is why he acts out the way he does, but it takes its toll on my own mental health.
Don't know how much more I can take if I am being honest with myself. __________________ Tales of Love, Motivation, and An Interesting Journey - Please Subscribe to my Website on WordPress: Inspired Odyssey's Path to Wellness and Love |
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Dec 14, 2023 at 02:42 PM
#78
I was hoping my therapist would move our session to telehealth and I got an email this morning that she was in fact moving it to virtual because she was sick. She was all apologetic and stuff but I told her it wasn't a problem and that I wasn't feeling 100% either.
I feel fine now, just a bit tired, but I'm still glad its virtual today. My PT caused intense pain, and my vaccines caused bad side effects. I'd rather do this appointment safe in my bed and then cancel next weeks therapy appointment and get a break from all this ****. __________________ Ridin' with Biden |
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Crone
Member Since May 2010
Location: Some where between my inner mind and the solar system.
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Dec 14, 2023 at 03:19 PM
#79
I’m soooo proud of myself. I needed to return some things to the sore in Rochester. I hate driving there. It’s much bigger and always under construction. But the things I get on line have to be returned to the store. It’s an hour away and major traffic. But I did it. The map made it look easy. And getting there was easy. It was trying to find my way back to the highway that was hard. But I did eventually make it. My sister tells me you have to go north to access the south highway! The only thing is I forgot my phone! But I did it and got home in daylight on a good day. Tuesdays and Thursdays are supposed to be safer days to travel. And between the rush hour traffic. I’ve been putting that off for weeks. Yay
, __________________ Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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Legendary
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Dec 14, 2023 at 03:33 PM
#80
Whew day almost over.
One group to do today and one Pre Tomorrow and weekend will Be here. Gonna focus on finishing my gift wrapong __________________ Bipolar 1 w/psychotic features or schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety OCD celexa, prazosin, Lybalvi and prn zyprexa and klonopin |
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