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Default Jan 24, 2024 at 05:53 PM
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Enjoy the coffee it’s great you hang out with your kids 😊
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Enjoy the coffee it’s great you hang out with your kids 😊
We had a nice time! We talked about her borderline symptoms vs my bipolar ones.

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All of the sudden I’m hearing zombies do screamo songs. It sounds like it’s kinda far away but I can still hear it.

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Default Jan 25, 2024 at 01:07 AM
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Now hearing ambulance sirens that also sound far away.

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Default Jan 25, 2024 at 02:19 PM
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My daughter is diagnosed borderline and bipolar. It’s a tricky diagnosis.
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My daughter is diagnosed borderline and bipolar. It’s a tricky diagnosis.
It is. I always figured N1 was bipolar because she can get so highly energetic but apparently that’s part of borderline. She also has ADHD so I wonder if the “hyper” bit plays a part too.

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It is. I always figured N1 was bipolar because she can get so highly energetic but apparently that’s part of borderline. She also has ADHD so I wonder if the “hyper” bit plays a part too.
My daughter is awaiting further assessments for an ADHD diagnosis. My 5 year old son has been diagnosed with it by a paediatrician.
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My daughter is awaiting further assessments for an ADHD diagnosis. My 5 year old son has been diagnosed with it by a paediatrician.
According to my daughter, ADD doesn’t exist anymore, only ADHD.

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According to my daughter, ADD doesn’t exist anymore, only ADHD.
That makes sense from what I’ve read up on it.
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Caleb made our train reservations for our trip in May! Now we just need to find a hotel near the station.

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Caleb made our train reservations for our trip in May! Now we just need to find a hotel near the station.
We now have hotel reservations!

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Congrats on the hotel reservations!
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Went with N3 to downtown and sat in a coffee shop while N3 did homework. Then went to church and heard the choir director play the organ with an oboist. Then it was time for the 5-person choir to sing chant and old 1500s music. I recorded it on my phone. N3 got to do some solo chanting. We also got in 45 minutes of walking around town!

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The voices came back tonight telling me to kill my friend. Luckily he knows I am not the voices and would never do that!

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Default Feb 14, 2024 at 03:31 PM
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Saw my Pdoc today. Very good appointment I told her about the breakthrough auditory hallucinations. She called them “command hallucinations”. When I look up command hallucinations I see it associated with schizophrenia but not bipolar. Could that be part of my schizoaffective disorder? She doubled my Ativan from .5 at bedtime to .5 morning and bedtime. She also doubled my propranolol for my unwanted movements. She has Loxapine in her back pocket in case the hallucinations don’t go away stating that I’ve only been on Caplyta two weeks and it takes about a month to take full effect.

ETA: it’s been 3.5 weeks!

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That’s a long time for auditory hallucinations. I’m not sure. I get them but I’m not schizoaffective type BUT I don’t know what “command” type means.
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That’s a long time for auditory hallucinations. I’m not sure. I get them but I’m not schizoaffective type BUT I don’t know what “command” type means.
Command type means they are ordering you to do something like in my case “Kill Scott”.

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The voices are getting bad again tonight and are giving me commands in vivid detail about my friend and when he comes to visit me this weekend.

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Do you feel safe? Can you ignore the voices’ commands?

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Do you feel safe? Can you ignore the voices’ commands?
Well yes I can ignore them because he’s not here but he will be on Saturday and Sunday. I can only see them getting worse! I can hardly believe that my brain is capable of such imagery!

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