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#701
@Blueberrybook Sending my best wishes that your mom's oncology appointment comes out with no news take care of yourself and remind yourself worrying isn't going to change the outcome, and if the outcome is good, great! If it's not, you guys can/will tackle it as best as you can. I know you'll still be anxious, but realizing it's a thing that in the immediate present you have no control over might take that down some.
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#703
I’m redecorating my apartment this week.
These are the things I’m getting for it , I’ll do this in a couple separate posts because it will only let me upload 4 pics at a time These are slip covers for the armchair and loveseat, a fall blanket, and a new lamp __________________ “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Yeah I did request an appointment. I see him Oct 9th. Just two weeks. The irritatablity has been going on for a while. Really really want to run away to the northwoods. __________________ Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#705
@Nammu -You are right about sleep.; sleep does affect my stability A LOT as well. My sleep starts sliding, here comes trouble with my bipolar. I know you don't want to become too dependent on ambien, but at least for the time being, could you consider taking your fully prescribed dose nightly? Even if it's just for the short term? I am glad you are going to see your pdoc.
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#706
Curtains for my living room (the teal ones) and curtains for my bedroom
And throw pillow covers. Plus not pictured the memory foam throw pillow inserts I figured it’s time for a refresh __________________ “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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#707
Oo pretty. My daughter get covers for her throw pillows. Right now she’s got autumn, come Christmas she’ll have Santa and candles. Then after Christmas winter scenes. So same pillows but they look new every season. I love the teal curtains, so pretty.
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#708
Awesome! I’ll likely do that too!
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#709
I'm so nervous, I'm hoping they forgot about it and I don't have to do it today and someone else steps in to do it. Not that I technically HAVE to do it, but occasionally I do it. The bingo games. I feel on the verge of a panic attack and don't think I can stand up in a room full of people calling out bingo numbers. It's uncomfortable. I honestly don't even know if I'm supposed to do it today, like they didn't ask me to but I feel like they might assume I'm doing it because I did one of the ones last month. Idk
I might just go to sleep. Regardless if I show up or not the program manager will end up doing it, no one is really required to do it. __________________ “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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#710
Just logged on to read everyone’s comments.
I NEED to go shower now and wash my hair but I don’t feel like it but my hair is overdue! Wish me luck when I log back on I would have showered and have clean hair. I won’t mention all the clothes I need to wash or my bedroom that needs tidying up One small thing at a time. Right off to wash my hair. Ughhhhhhh. |
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#711
Celebrating the small wins. I just washed my hair!!!!!!
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#712
]I got all my laundry done and everything put away besides my boxers and socks. Which I hate folding so I just left them in a basket. I found a Carhartt hoodie I forgot about. I also got my room deep cleaned a bit. I cleaned up my food rack and my TV stand. I do have more energy it seems.
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But overall things have been fine today. I'm waiting for the AGT finale to be on in about 50 minutes. Crookshanks is doing ok. He is still not totally himself but he is gobbling up the wet food which is good. Gary keeps trying to snatch it and he was also trying to bother Crookshanks last night. Gary is a bit of a menace. Idk. I just feel more energized in a good way without the 20mg Geodon. I wish they would have just let me go off it cold turkey, but I'm following their orders. __________________ I'm Blue Last edited by Mountaindewed; Yesterday at 06:40 PM.. |
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#713
Whatever elevated mood i had last week disappeared today with the arrival of cold weather. I tolerated it well, even found it refreshing, but i dozed in the morning, a sign of the return to mild depression. I sat out with my dog after her afternoon walk and tried to be mindful of nature, with success. I walked slower and shorter distances today and don't feel so destroyed. I was cheered up by jokes i found online this evening.
"Just because i'm trash doesn't mean i can't achieve great things. After all, it's a garbage can, not a garbage cannot!" "Not to brag or anything, but i haven't had a mood swing in, like, seven minutes!" "Do mood swings and running away from my problems count as exercise?" "I'm proud to say i never make the same mistakes twice. I make them many more times, just to be sure!" |
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#714
One more week until my therapist is back! What a long 6 weeks.
Well, we're not moving now. The house had significant issues at inspection that made it too expensive. This has been stressful and my anxiety level is very high. I feel like I have whiplash. But we're taking a break from house-hunting for a while (I'll believe this when I see it) and hopefully things will feel better soon. My next big stress is that my Emsam patches are at my pdoc's office. I get them through patient assistance and they have to be shipped there. I was supposed to have an appointment last Friday and that would have been great to pick them up but she had to cancel. So I've been trying to work out getting them without a 5 hour drive there and back for 3 minutes of running in to the office. The secretary is saying she'll talk to my pdoc but I've not heard anything. She is hesitant to mail them because the last time she did they were mailed without postage. But that was over a year ago and is one of many times meds were sent to me. In the meantime I'm getting closer and closer to needing to cut patches to get my dose and that's not the best, especially when I have patches sitting there waiting for me. I really hope this is resolved somehow tomorrow. Next up is clozaril refill time. I'm stressed just thinking of it and that's not fair. It works smoothly about 40% of the time. I need to call the refill in and I'll know by tomorrow afternoon if I'm going to have issues. I wish my therapy appointment was about 3 hours long.... __________________ Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD. Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1700 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 1.5 mg clonazepam., 50 mg Seroquel |
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#715
I’ve slept on and off most of this afternoon. Haven’t left my bedroom. But I did tidy it up a bit so it feels more cozy.
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