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#461
With everything that happened with pdoc I forgot the good news. I have my interview for PCA services Monday.
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#462
Well my masters graduation
Is same Day as my little sisters dental school graduation. Guess I know where my family will be. Last time I got my bachelors it was Same Thing as my sister planned her wedding that day. I’ll never be enough. I’ve always been the screw up and she’s the smart one so yeah __________________ schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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#463
With everything that happened with pdoc I forgot the good news. I have my interview for PCA services Monday.
__________________ Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
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#464
Haili you are enough. I'm in aw of all you have accomplished even when sick. You're an inspiration to me that I may accomplish my dreams one day even with setbacks like currently. I'm sorry your family can't see the wonderful person you are.
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#465
I went to coinstar today. I had like $13 of change I had sitting in an empty coffee canister. Next time I’m gonna wait till it’s completely full to cash it in but that was so cool! It had been sitting there for years and I knew there had to be at least like $10 in there but I never knew what to do with it cause I don’t like using change in the store. So I got a $10 bill and 3 quarters, a nickel and 2 Pennie’s back. I spent it on 20 lb box of cat litter and a little tiny box with 7 packets of individual instant coffee. And then the change leftover from that purchase I put back in the canister to start the whole process over again. The canister wasn’t even nearly full when I exchanged it. So next time I’m gonna wait till it’s completely filled and exchange it and see what I’ve saved it’s fun.
I’m doing well. I slept super good last night. My mood is good. I sleep better when I’ve exercised which I did do yesterday. And I took a long walk today carrying the 20lbs of cat litter with me. Plus I’m gonna get on the treadmill again today. __________________ “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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#466
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#467
@HALLIEBETH87 your family is really missing out. You're an amazing person, and I agree with Victoria'smom that you are a huge inspiration. Despite all these challenges, you got a freaking MASTERS! You've overcome so much, and if your family can't see that, fkkk 'em.
@Scooter9 awesome pic of the comet! What do you use for a camera or have any recommendations? I'm pondering getting something that isn't my phone haha. I hope you feel better, @raspberrytorte. It's up to you if you're giving more lamictal another chance, but didn't you say when you went back to the lower dose you felt a lot better? Or has that changed? I understand the idea of "do what your doc tells you," but I also believe genuinely doing things within reason that work better or the same with less harm when a pdoc doesn't live in our minds and bodies, but merely observes it for a short every 2 weeks to 3 months (or so). (Also take my med-managed-*** word with discretion. I might just be jealous of having control over meds hah) Welcome @ghostsinthehouse! It's always a pleasure to see someone new join in --- A few months ago I went hiking and my pdoc kept telling me about the importance of a whistle and bug spray (I think mosquitos crave bug spray based on this summer), and med nurse this morning was talking about that so I told her to tell my doc that, yes, indeed I have two whistles--one for my overnight pack and one for my day pack. I know if I forget something it's going to be a whistle (I clipped the original whistle to my overnight pack and it's easy to forget to take off since it's not actually in the pack with other stuff). Told med nurse my next hike is probably going to be Mt. Cabot, but I didn't tell her it's like a two hour drive in good weather, a 6 hour book time hike (average hiker (me), good weather (not for another 6 months)), and the gates are only open 8am to 4pm so I'd probably either turn it into an overnighter (there's a shelter on one of the trails to protect you from weather) or at least find a cheap place to stay in the area the night before. Winter hiking is actually easier for the most part just because footing doesn't suck and it's easier to bite into ice with spikes than get traction on wet rocks with normal footwear. And the rocks are covered in snow. That makes things sooooo much easier. Just heavier packs and a real risk of hypothermia on some mountains (looking at you, Prezis!) Working on picking out some pictures for a calendar I'm getting my mom for xmas (yeah, going through on that idea). It's going to be cat themed! __________________ [Insert thought-provoking and comedic quote here] |
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#468
I'm feeling pretty sick today but I found some Dayquil high blood pressure stuff this morning so I'm not coughing as much. Its just an overall bad cold thing. I watched the first 2 episodes of The Villians House season 2 and I'm just pretty zoned out today.
My first thought when I woke up was how I was feeling. Then my second thought was the election. So yeah I just feel like crap but I haven't taken any valium yet. __________________ I'm Blue |
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#469
@MuddyBoots
I didn't feel good on the med change. I was crying. I was bawling. I was wailing like a baby about stupid things that normally wouldn't make me cry that much. I feel much better now that I'm back on my normal doses, and the increase in Lamictal was already turning me into a moron, like I knew it would. If I would have stayed on it I would have ended up in the hospital. Husband agrees with me. That's why I told him he had to come to my appointment! He knows me better than my new psychiatrist. My therapist told me it was disturbing how fast I had such a bad reaction to the med adjustment... but that's just the way I am. I always react to meds and med adjustments quickly. I don't know. I took my full sertraline dose this morning. __________________ The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "I'm scared. I'm old. I want to go home!" 😁 - anonymous |
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#470
@Blueberrybook
Yeah. Having your period while sick is definitely no fun. I'm also early. And I had no indication it was even going to start. That never happens. Very odd. And I don't have any cramps or anything! I don't understand my body. __________________ The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "I'm scared. I'm old. I want to go home!" 😁 - anonymous |
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I took the day off. Didn’t get dressed until noon. Finished my one book and ran to the library. Then stopped by the hamburger shop and got a root beer malt to go. I woke up with a very sore throat don’t know if it’s a med reaction or the start of something. Everything tastes off too. It’s an odd day, cloudy but warm, but not a rain drop in sight. It’s very dry, fires are everywhere. Makes me sort of paranoid. I have my ids, money and keys all together ready to grab and go. In Wisconsin not too far away a whole block went up in flames. We need lots of rain. I have nothing on the calendar until Wednesday but I’m hoping to get myself out there and mix with people before that.
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#472
I’m feeling less depressed. Like it’s gone from a 1/10 to a 3/10. An improvement is an improvement right. I think it’s in part because I’m not back at work yet. My psychologist has told me to stop putting lesson plans up because I’m really struggling with that. I’m worried about the repercussion and who will contact me if I completely stop. The assistant principal will likely text me but my certificate of capacity says no capacity to work so there’s that. Sorry for the rant.
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#473
I'm coughing nonstop and its freaking me out. I'm coughing so badly I'm throwing up. And I'm really short of breath. My mom doesnt think I need to go to the ER. I'm just trying to get comfortable somehow.
I drank some hot tea with honey. Now I seem to be more congested then coughing. Idk why hot tea aeems to help the most out of all the stuff I have. I don't feel like I'm in an emegency situation anymore which is good. __________________ I'm Blue Last edited by Mountaindewed; Oct 19, 2024 at 06:03 PM.. |
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#474
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#475
I wasn't due for another week at least, and tmi but usually I can tell I'm about to have my period because my boobs get really sore, but this month, nothing. So weird. And no nauseating cramps. I don't know what the fck is going on! Lol. My cycles are getting longer too. My periods used to last three days... now they last a whole week. Fck man.
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#477
The moonrise was nice. It's reddish when it rises, the brightens up to white. The features on it looked a little like a smile. Cute. Otherwise i laid around all day and feel bored and cranky and depressed.
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#478
@Scooter9 that's such a cool picture!
Today, I feel like a whole new person. The last two days, I could barely handle any stress. Today, I learned my car needed $2,000 of work (thankfully, they do financing) and I'm handling it pretty well-just a normal level of anxiety that comes with something like this. I've also been able to manage feelings of being overwhelmed enough to get some stuff done today. I still have more to do tomorrow, but that's okay. My roommate gets back tonight after being gone for a week it's just been me and her cat. Often times, my anxiety gets really high while I'm living alone, but it stayed pretty manageable this time so that was nice. Time to start readjusting to living amongst her stuff again. I'm grateful I've had you all to connect with while I've been spending my evenings by myself for the past week. __________________ Lamotrigine: 300 mg Bupropion: 150 mg Risperidone: 3 mg |
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#479
I just now got to see the waning gibbous moon as the clouds finally blew away. Looks very 1970’s. I don’t know why, it looks like 1970’s, it just does.
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#480
Trying to stay hydrated. I’m on lithium and I don’t drink nearly enough water. My gp asked me if I can try make more of an effort and I agreed to.
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