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Hypnotherapy session today but I’m sceptical now after my psychologist ranked my depression anxiety and stress as being in the severe range. Sigh. I should keep an open mind and remind myself that I’m ready to try anything alternative.
I’ve written 3 entries in my psychologist book on things that distressed me. It stresses me out just thinking about it. Ughhhhhhh. I’ll update later on after my hypnosis session. Tc all 🫂 |
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At the urging of my husband, I called the nurses line this morning and had to stop myself from crying while leaving a message. Husband said this crying thing is not like me at all. All I want to do is cry. About everything, and I have a pounding headache, and I'm too on edge right now to take a nap before Daughter's birthday party tonight, even after only getting three hours of sleep.
I don't know what's wrong with me! I don't like this med change. I asked if I could go back to my previous dose of sertraline. I just want to feel normal again! I do not feel normal! I KNEW this increase in Lamictal wasn't going to work. I'll deal with mild sexual dysfunction. Right now I don't care! I just want to be my cheery self again.
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Grand Magnate
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raspberry, have you heard back from the nurse? I'm so sorry you are feeling so upset & dealing with SI thoughts.
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__________________ Ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 3 mg Mania (July/August 2024) Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) Mania (April/May 2019) |
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I'm doing good today. This morning I felt crappy and super tired. I finally decided to snap out of things and go look for hoodies and stuff for the fall and winter. I went to Platos Closet and I found a Patagonia vest with the $140 price tag still on it for $40. We looked at another place but I didn't find anything. So I ordered some $5 long sleeve shirts from Walmart.
We got whoppers for lunch. I tried the new Wednesday Adams purple whopper and my mom got a whopper Jr. I just took a few bites of mine but both of ours didn't agree with us. The other end. Sorry tmi. But I feel good besides the whopper. I just had to get my butt out of bed and force myself out of the house to feel better. __________________ I'm Blue |
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Ooo what a day! Last night I couldn’t get to sleep, finally early morning I put on my eye mask and got some sleep. Woke very late at 11. My sister and bil came at around 1 and we tackled the bench. lol so funny. Took the three of us over 2 hours to get the 8 screws in! lol. But we all had fun with it. I brought out my fan and plugged it in. Poured glasses of ice water. And got out the cookies and we had a laugh on it. Looks very nice, holds all my summer shoes and gives me a place by the door to put on and take off my boots for the winter.
The pharmacy has my seroquel ready but I can’t take it until Saturday night. Don’t know how it’s gonna affect me and I have to take my car to the dealership tomorrow for winterization. Then Saturday early I’m driving to my daughter’s house for a day of garage sales. Sun I have a pot luck but I can skip it. So I’ll see how the med affects me. I’m scared of it even though it’s a low dose. It’s been more than twenty years but I seem to recal it really gave me a morning after hangover. My pdoc was hoping it might help with my mood too as I can’t take ADs. __________________ Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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So I find out tomorrow and Sunday if I get 1 of 3 accessable apartment. 2 of the apartments are in the same building and it has a pool, outdoor court yard. So even though I can't walk far I can sit in a park like area and I'll be able to exercise. We just have to be in the first 8 out of 15-20 to get it.
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I finally had enough after almost a year of watching the news and turned on a reality competition show.
I get my issues were physical and thats why I'm feeling better, but idk why pdocs won't prescribe Evail for depression anymore. It could really help. __________________ I'm Blue |
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#211
Saw my t. Had to leave work after a couple hours today bc I kept hearing gunshots.
He helped me calm down when it started happening in office. We discussed how hard this year has been. It’s been one thing after another. I have been unstable Most of the year. Usually spring is When I struggle most. It started in spring and never ended. I’m Getting weary __________________ schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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