 |
| FAQ/Help |
| Calendar |
| Search |
|
Silver Swan
Member Since Jan 2008
Location: USA
Posts: 17,192
(SuperPoster!)
16 2,717 hugs
given 
|
Nov 09, 2024 at 12:48 PM
#61
I feel bad from lack of sleep. This is the 5th day I have only slept 4 or 5 hours a night. My body aches but I don't dare sleep or I'll be up all night!
__________________ Ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 1.5 mg, Gabapentin 300 Mania Sept/Oct 2024 Mania (July/August 2024) Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) Mania (April/May 2019) |
|
 Reply With Quote
|
 BeyondtheRainbow, Blueberrybook, Blue_Bird, Crazy Hitch, June08, Nammu, raspberrytorte
|
|
Legendary
Member Since Apr 2012
Location: Earth
Posts: 15,320
(SuperPoster!)
12 5,638 hugs
given
|
Nov 09, 2024 at 01:44 PM
#62
Trying to come to terms with how life is going to be now. I have to raise my credit score and save. We may still get the apartment. If we do we'll continue to save there. If not we'll try to get in the home ownership program.
__________________ Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
|
|
Reply With Quote
|
| BeyondtheRainbow, Blueberrybook, Blue_Bird, Crazy Hitch, Nammu, raspberrytorte
|
|
ɘvlovƎ
Member Since Nov 2013
Location: Australia
Posts: 19,280
(SuperPoster!)
11 15k hugs
given
|
Nov 09, 2024 at 02:06 PM
#63
Have to travel 1.5 hours this morning to go pick up my wedding dress then 1.5 hours to take my son to a beach. Then will be going to a cafe for lunch. Visiting my partner’s dad in hospital too then have to go grocery shopping for the week. Busy day ahead….
|
|
Reply With Quote
|
| BeyondtheRainbow, Blueberrybook, Blue_Bird, Nammu, unaluna
|
|
Insert Smiley Face
Member Since Mar 2015
Location: USA
Posts: 6,290
9 9,230 hugs
given
|
Nov 09, 2024 at 02:18 PM
#64
When's your wedding @Crazy Hitch? I didn't know you were engaged! Congrats!
__________________ The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "I'm scared. I'm old. I want to go home!" 😁 - anonymous |
|
|
Reply With Quote
|
| BeyondtheRainbow, Crazy Hitch
|
 Crazy Hitch, Nammu
|
|
ɘvlovƎ
Member Since Nov 2013
Location: Australia
Posts: 19,280
(SuperPoster!)
11 15k hugs
given
|
Nov 09, 2024 at 02:43 PM
#65
Quote:
|
|
|
|
Reply With Quote
|
| BeyondtheRainbow, Blueberrybook, Blue_Bird, Nammu, raspberrytorte
|
|
Insert Smiley Face
Member Since Mar 2015
Location: USA
Posts: 6,290
9 9,230 hugs
given
|
Nov 09, 2024 at 04:32 PM
#66
Quote:
__________________ The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "I'm scared. I'm old. I want to go home!" 😁 - anonymous |
|
|
|
Reply With Quote
|
|
Legendary
Member Since Oct 2004
Location: usa
Posts: 11,614
20 2,808 hugs
given
|
Nov 09, 2024 at 04:55 PM
#67
my professor said ic ould turn it in for partial credit but it wont let me in. ive emailedher to ask her to open it. my grades up to a C+ now from last weeks assignment. hopfully if i can do this ill get back to a B
__________________ schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
|
|
Reply With Quote
|
| BeyondtheRainbow, Blueberrybook, Blue_Bird, June08, raspberrytorte, unaluna, Victoria'smom
|
|
Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jun 2016
Location: Where the sidewalk ends
Posts: 38,825
(SuperPoster!)
8 9,778 hugs
given
|
Nov 09, 2024 at 04:58 PM
#68
I feel a lot better today. I think I was just going through med withdrawels. I came off the steroid and the Elavil at the same time. Today my moods and anxiety are fine and so is my stomach. I tried this new OTC stomach thing called Iberogast. And its worked better then anything else I've tried recently. I haven't had any nausea since this morning.
__________________ I'm Blue |
|
|
Reply With Quote
|
| BeyondtheRainbow, Blue_Bird, Crazy Hitch, raspberrytorte
|
|
Grand Magnate
Member Since Oct 2017
Location: La Porte, TX
Posts: 3,977
7 546 hugs
given
|
Nov 09, 2024 at 05:40 PM
#69
I slept around 8 hr, but I didn't have the best sleep as I had nightmares all night. I had a pretty relaxing day. Went for a walk & jog this morning but I think I irritated my strained muscle. I could really do without all these injuries!
I spent a lot of the day reading and trying to get our latest stray rescue, named Sugar Berry, comfortable inside the house. So far there have not been any fights between him and our other cats; they just look at him and then walk away though Pecan has given him a hiss or two. H is working to make room in the garage for a couple of additional litter boxes. __________________ Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen |
|
|
Reply With Quote
|
| BeyondtheRainbow, Blue_Bird, Crazy Hitch, June08, Nammu, raspberrytorte, unaluna
|
|
Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jun 2013
Location: Middle Earth
Posts: 37,520
(SuperPoster!)
11 15.1k hugs
given
|
Nov 09, 2024 at 06:02 PM
#70
Quote:
Possible trigger:
__________________ “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
|
|
|
|
Reply With Quote
|
| BeyondtheRainbow, Crazy Hitch, JaneOnceMore, Nammu, raspberrytorte
|
|
Crone
Member Since May 2010
Location: Some where between my inner mind and the solar system.
Posts: 74,006
(SuperPoster!)
14 57.4k hugs
given
|
Nov 09, 2024 at 06:20 PM
#71
I slept very well last night. Don’t remember my dreams but remember it was good. Spent the morning lazing about then a friend called wanting to go to lunch. We did Mexican today. Came back and played some games. Nothing on tonight so will be reading. A nice rainy day, we need the rain and temperatures are above average so it’s not snow! That’s a win.
__________________ Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
|
|
Reply With Quote
|
| BeyondtheRainbow, Crazy Hitch, JaneOnceMore, raspberrytorte
|
|
Legendary
Member Since Apr 2012
Location: Earth
Posts: 15,320
(SuperPoster!)
12 5,638 hugs
given
|
Nov 09, 2024 at 07:38 PM
#72
So I have to somehow save $650 a month for at least the next 5 years. So I have to cut everything. So that I have enough for a rundown studio if SSI gets cut.
__________________ Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
|
|
Reply With Quote
|
| BeyondtheRainbow, Crazy Hitch, raspberrytorte
|
|
Silver Swan
Member Since Jan 2008
Location: USA
Posts: 17,192
(SuperPoster!)
16 2,717 hugs
given
|
Nov 09, 2024 at 08:09 PM
#73
My back hurts so much. I don’t know if it’s from the ovarian cyst? It only started a couple days ago.
__________________ Ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 1.5 mg, Gabapentin 300 Mania Sept/Oct 2024 Mania (July/August 2024) Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) Mania (April/May 2019) |
|
|
Reply With Quote
|
| BeyondtheRainbow, Crazy Hitch, June08, Mountaindewed, raspberrytorte
|
|
Veteran Member
Member Since Feb 2023
Location: Ontario; long-time member, just under other names
Posts: 540
1 4,041 hugs
given |
Nov 09, 2024 at 09:11 PM
#74
Long day, trouble tolerating things, just my boring old depression. Laid around a lot. Got four 500+ games in Scrabble, two of them right in a row, so that was nice. Did some light chores. Exchanged pleasantries on the elevator with a woman i offended when i was last hypomanic in the Summer of 2022, so she's willing to be civil, which is nice too.
Hugs to all in need! 
|
|
|
Reply With Quote
|
| BeyondtheRainbow, Crazy Hitch, June08, Mountaindewed, raspberrytorte, unaluna
|
|
raspberrytorte
|
|
Legendary
Member Since Oct 2004
Location: usa
Posts: 11,614
20 2,808 hugs
given
|
Nov 09, 2024 at 10:14 PM
#75
Idk who I am anymore.
__________________ schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
|
|
Reply With Quote
|
| BeyondtheRainbow, Crazy Hitch, JaneOnceMore, June08, raspberrytorte, unaluna, Victoria'smom
|
|
Member
Member Since Sep 2022
Location: USA
Posts: 310
2 1,920 hugs
given |
Nov 09, 2024 at 10:24 PM
#76
I'm completely exhausted, but for good reasons. I started the day with an early breakfast with a friend who lives in another state. Then, I went straight from breakfast to my IV fluid appointment. I made a quick pit stop home and then went grocery shopping before going to volunteer at a small dog rescue shelter. Since it's not a million degrees outside anymore, I think I'll be able to handle it. My POTs symptoms are also just much more under control than this summer so I'm hoping to go once or twice every weekend (at least until it gets hot again). The two dogs I got to hang out with were adorable and being there gave me a nice mood boost. Oh, and a book I've been waiting for (that someone I know wrote) arrived today so that was exciting too! Mood wise, I am feeling better today than I have in a long time and I am very grateful for this.
__________________ Lamotrigine: 300 mg Bupropion: 150 mg Risperidone: 3 mg |
|
|
Reply With Quote
|
| BeyondtheRainbow, Crazy Hitch, JaneOnceMore, Mountaindewed, raspberrytorte
|
|
JaneOnceMore
|
|
ɘvlovƎ
Member Since Nov 2013
Location: Australia
Posts: 19,280
(SuperPoster!)
11 15k hugs
given
|
Nov 09, 2024 at 10:28 PM
#77
Quote:
I picked up the dress…..next mission is trying it on to see if it fits me. |
|
|
|
Reply With Quote
|
| BeyondtheRainbow, raspberrytorte
|
|
ɘvlovƎ
Member Since Nov 2013
Location: Australia
Posts: 19,280
(SuperPoster!)
11 15k hugs
given
|
Nov 09, 2024 at 11:15 PM
#78
Ughhhhh dress doesn’t fit me. It’s too small. It’s my dream dress. I’m going to have to take it in to an alteration place to see if they can make it about 3 cm bigger at the back so the zip can go up!
|
|
|
Reply With Quote
|
| BeyondtheRainbow, Mountaindewed, raspberrytorte
|
|
Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jun 2016
Location: Where the sidewalk ends
Posts: 38,825
(SuperPoster!)
8 9,778 hugs
given
|
Nov 10, 2024 at 02:10 AM
#79
I'm in pretty much ER type pain right now. But I just say I'll make it until I feel better which only lasts for a bit. Idk. I feel like this last year has been nothing but physical issues and doctors visits and tests and some diganosis like a sinus infection, strep, the wonky intestines, the ulcers and other GI stuff, and covid.
__________________ I'm Blue |
|
|
Reply With Quote
|
| BeyondtheRainbow, Crazy Hitch, June08, Moose72, raspberrytorte
|
|
Silver Swan
Member Since Jan 2008
Location: USA
Posts: 17,192
(SuperPoster!)
16 2,717 hugs
given
|
Nov 10, 2024 at 05:55 AM
#80
It’s 5:47. Been up for about 10 minutes. I have this pelvic fullness and feel like my period could start. (But I know it won’t.). It’s a cramping feeling in addition to my back hurting at the same time. I know it’s gotta be the ovarian cyst. But no signs of a burst cyst. No bleeding, spotting or sharp pain.
Edit: I’ve been trying to get ahold of the on call dr for 2 hours now and no call back! __________________ Ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 1.5 mg, Gabapentin 300 Mania Sept/Oct 2024 Mania (July/August 2024) Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) Mania (April/May 2019) Last edited by Moose72; Nov 10, 2024 at 08:37 AM.. |
|
|
Reply With Quote
|
| BeyondtheRainbow, Crazy Hitch, June08, Mountaindewed, raspberrytorte
|
| Reply |
|
|
Similar Threads
|
||||
| Thread | Forum | |||
| Bipolar Check-In #78 | Bipolar | |||
| Bipolar Check-in #72 | Bipolar | |||
| Bipolar check-in #68 | Bipolar | |||
| Bipolar check-in #63 | Bipolar | |||
My Support Forums is the online community that was originally begun as the Psych Central Forums in 2001. It now runs as an independent self-help support group community for mental health, personality, and psychological issues and is overseen by a group of dedicated, caring volunteers from around the world.
Linear Mode
