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Old Jun 03, 2025, 02:22 PM
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I wrote a bit about this in the daily check-in thread today. In summary I forgot my night meds last night. By midnight, I was feeling it--night sweats & chills: hot with the sheet on, cold with it off. Shaky, weak nauseous, got up around 3:30 AM still feeling horrible. Finally I couldn't take it any more, it was like being really sick without actually being sick. I just finally had to take the meds around 6:30 AM, slept nearly 4 hr and woke up fatigued but with my other symtoms gone.

I think it's missing the large nightly dose of Seroquel (300 mg) that did it, but who knows, could have been all of the medications combined.

That being said, I feel practically like a drug addict! I don't even take benzos or any Scheduled IV meds. It's horrible to accidentally miss one nightly dose and end up feeling so God-awful you just finally have to take the meds to function

I really shouldn't complain as the meds have kept me remarkably stable for over 6 months now, but feeling this way physically this morning was downright upsetting.
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Old Jun 03, 2025, 02:49 PM
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I really shouldn't complain
Complain away! It sounds like a miserable night and we're always here when you need to complain. This disease, including how hard it is to manage it, sucks and sometimes you just got to talk about it.
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Old Jun 03, 2025, 05:12 PM
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If I miss my Thorazine sleep doesn’t happen at all. It sucks feeing so reliant on these meds but they help me stay stable so I guess it’s okay
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Old Jun 03, 2025, 11:55 PM
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I TOTALLY understand. I feel like a druggie too. It sucks.
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Old Jun 04, 2025, 07:06 AM
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Old Jun 06, 2025, 11:48 PM
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If I miss my Thorazine sleep doesn’t happen at all. It sucks feeing so reliant on these meds but they help me stay stable so I guess it’s okay
I can't sleep without meds, either. It is Lybalvi now, but I was on Thorazine for sleep in the past.

Haven't been able to sleep without meds for well over 10 years. It feels so odd to have such a basic function of human body and brain refuse to perform on its own
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