[perniciousfirefly]

Hiya everyone.
Ive gone from being hyper taking on the world, and the universe, to feeling the complete opposite. I was enregetic last week, looking after my daughter, optimistic, applied for loads of jobs got interviews, feeling good about myself didnt need much sleep.

Now I am so tired, cant get no rest, because little girls up during night. Feel Ive got to battle through the day to tonight. feel negative, depressed, confused, lonely, scared paranoid, like whats the point, can see past this for the good things. Didnt help going crazy over the weekend when daughter was at dads. Fell down some concrete steps, could have been worse.

Is this symptoms of bipolar, im scared of feeling this low for long. Ive got a drink problem, but if its not that it self.harm, bulimia, obsessive behaviours.