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#1
Jul 24, 2010, 12:59 AM
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Hello.
Me again. Monday I see the new therapist again and I am very tempted to call and cancel. Really scared. I don't even want to tell her what I been telling all you guys. I am so afraid she will do the same. Slam the door in my face. I just want meds. I don't want therapy anymore. It just make me feel more like I'm sick than well. And I can't stand the thought of trusting another person and being hurt agan. I have accepted that I will never have a man ever again because I'm so (cuss word)-ed up. I almost lost Dane. Now I am convinced that even a therapist can't see me! Billi
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Jul 25, 2010, 08:46 PM
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Sounds like you are judging this therapy and therapist and running away before you have even allowed yourself the experience.
Could you let yourself go with an open mind, a mind free of judging, free of pre-judging, free of believing that it will go the way you imagine it will go, and instead go and see what it is like?  Could you go with a curiosity about what it will be like, and let it be what it is? |
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Jul 26, 2010, 05:24 PM
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How'd it go, Billi?
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Jul 27, 2010, 03:10 AM
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How are you feeling? I know therapy can be hard and painful, but we do it for the greater good that we can eventually get out of it, by really addressing all our issues.
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"I'd rather attempt to do something great and fail than to attempt to do nothing and succeed. Robert H. Schuller" Current dx: Bipolar Disorder Unspecified Current Meds: Epitec (Lamotrigine) 300mg, Solian 50mg, Seroquel 25mg PRN, Metformin 500mg, Klonopin prn |
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Jul 27, 2010, 09:49 PM
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ty everyone for your encouragement and validation.
It was what I feared. She treated me like a nonperson. I will post what happened on a new post. ty, Billi
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