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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I have had the longest "good time" or days, that I have had in a while since I started Lexapro, but today I was majorly triggered and I am currently buzzed and angry listening to rock music in my brother's room-- since, yes, I am still unemployed. Here is what I feel like doing: Driving to Canada and getting a job as an anonymous waitress, going out and getting laid by a stranger, dancing and dancing and dancing, running a car into a tree, taking a lot of pills, screaming until my voice gives out..........aaaaaaaaagggggghhhh!!! I tried calling my psychiatrist but it is a sunday. I need someone and have no one....I hate my dad for hating me.........help please
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i ve just seen your post. Are you OK? I hope you are feeling better. Whats going on?
Here are some hugs and warm thoughts. xxx ![]() |
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I'm glad you have a psychiatrist.
And I identify with being alone. My husband and I are now seperated. hope you are okay. Stay safe, please. Billi
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If things get too bad you can call the number in my siggy line for crisis situations. Sending big hugs. Oh, and I am sure that your pillow won't mind if you beat the crap out of it. May help to releave some of those distructive ideas you've got there. Keep posting.
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