[imafloridagirl]

I've always had major self esteem issues and body image problems, in the past few days it's growing into what feels like complete self hatred. It started off with just feeling out of shape and not what I used to be. I know that I'm extremely insecure but it feels much deeper than that. Now I just keep thinking and feeling like a total loser. I feel like all my bad decisions have added up into a kinda crappy life. I know its normal to have regrets but I feel so hopeless. I don't mean I'm feeling sorry for myself because I don't. I just don't like me. I might be the only one feeling this way but I really wanted to know if this is common of BPD or if it's just my depression. I'm still trying to learn about this disorder and sort things out.

[palemoss]

i would suggest going to see a psychotherapist for some cognitive behavioral therapy. it will help you with the self-esteem issues and irrational thought cycles you may be having as a result.