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This past month i have been very ill. I've pushed almost everyone away because i just couldn't cope with them any longer. The last person has been my mental health worker last week. I am a bit worried i might push my nurse and psyciatrist away next
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((((Fairy))))
Yep I do this too, When I feel ill I just want to be left alone and I shut myself off from the outside world, I am sorry that you feel this way too ![]() ![]() ![]() |
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Hi, Fairy39. If you read around on the various forums, you'll see that pushing people away & shutting them out are continuing problems for a great number of us. By nature I'm a cave person, but I'm getting better.
Currently I'm dealing with hiding behind a mask when I'm in therapy sessions--have a fear that it's all a waste. I wont push him away, but I may never let my T into my world. So it's not just you by a long shot. Welcome. Join us on the journey.
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Yes i know what you mean. I don't really mean to push everyone away it just happens that i can't cope with them anymore and then one by one i push them away. I think i am really withdrawing now. Hmm sometimes i think i'm better off on my own. That i don't need anyone i can make it on my own. But then it's like suddenly i've got noone again. And why can't people understand?
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Yes! It's extremely common trait for people with bpd to do this. Unfortunately, I do this all the time with casual friends/acquaintances.. Not so much with healthcare workers.
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i feel this way too, right now. i just want to close myself in a cave. :-(
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I tend to do this, and then tend not to note when I am pushing people away, until after a while---
((Fairy)) hope you get some help on what to do about this as well! |
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...i have been pushing myself away for a week now....tormented with nightmares of the hurt it cause others ...sleep is just short plays of madness and not really rest..I guess I can keep going...it's happened before...
BUT...I am so tired and need to sleep for real but am dis-allowed meds for that cos I abused them before...this week has been a mess...and somehow... it defines me.. it is heartening to know others go through not exactly but pretty close.. I sat down and had some soup again before ...the cans I rejected when I was well....and they were not too bad at all...just quietly in the dark with toast.. I have had thoughts racing....I wonder if we are too smart for our own good... depression helps to care for me even though I don't like the drama involved |
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