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Jan 25, 2012, 11:30 AM
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Well you will not believe how glad I am to find this forum website!! I have been doing alot of research lately on BPD and added some new friends with it on Face book and went on some facebook pages as well. I was diagnosed with BPD last year. But I beleive I've had it all my life. I was always a bit different.. Awkward.. Kinda Crazy.. Random Spaz attacks.. Anger for no reason... Emotional rollercoaster on a daily/hourly/minute basis. My mom thought I was Bipolar but the DR said because i go up and down so often that I have every single symptom for BPD. So here I am.. Learning more about myself...
A little about me. I am 26. I have 2 kids. 2 different fathers. I haven't had a relationship last longer then 2.5 months. My youngest was concieved on a one night.. One of many.. I hate being alone. I hate being lonely. I don't have alot of friends.. My family thinks Im nuts.. But still around.. I recently made a huge change and moved 9 hours away from my mother who has been my support for 7 years... I moved to her 7 years ago and moved back to where I grew up so I could gain control of my life. More opportunities here I guess.. Things are just starting to turn around now.. A bit more positive. Im on Paxil and Divalproex. If i dont take them Im a train reck. I def notice a difference. Since i moved provinces this province doesnt cover my drugs.. SO unless I get benifits through work soon I will be out in about 3 weeks.. Which is not good.. I am not doing therapy but have a family dr app end of feb to get a referal to see a pysciatrist here. I dont like taking time off work so I havent had time to sign up for the local DBT program.. I just dont want to jeprodize my job by taking time off for therapy. Does anyone else feel this way? If so what have you come up with? I think this website may help me with alot of things. Any how I just wanted to share my story! If anyone has feed back it would be great! Thanks! |
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Jan 25, 2012, 11:43 AM
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Welcome! Congrats on working on yourself and learning. I'm 34 with 5 kids. 3 of them are triplets. There's a book you can read called "get me out of here" http://www.amazon.com/Get-Out-Here-B...7509664&sr=8-1 It's a good book. I'm from Canada living in the US, and a citizen now. I was diagnosed a little over a year ago myself, and have completed my year of CBT things are much better now I must admit. I can now come on here, and help others, and also get reminders of myself...and see how far I've come! It's a wonderful site...I'm sure you'll like everyone here!!
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Jan 25, 2012, 05:38 PM
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Welcome Brittany. I've found this site to be really helpful and there are lots of good people here. Keep posting.
Sounds like you may be from Canada - that's where I'm from.
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