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Feb 20, 2012, 05:36 PM
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I love him, and feel bad about it. But I'm in this apathetic mood, and don't want to do anything. Just blah....
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Feb 20, 2012, 06:18 PM
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it's aweful, feeling like 'whatever' when you know you should be all 'yay!' and so on. I feel for you my friend... I don't have any words of wisdom,but when I'm faced with 1 of those days, I fake it as best I can (for my daughter) Thinking of you!
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Feb 20, 2012, 06:42 PM
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Exact same boat as you forgive...hubby's b-day today and I would rather pull the covers over my head and head to oblivion. But instead I am making him a special yummy supper and me and the kids are going to sing happy birthday to him. I will sing out of tune and cross my eyes when I do it to keep me in the moment and not dwell on my own blah mood. Fake it till you make it and just smile smile smile SMILE!!!!
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Feb 20, 2012, 08:19 PM
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My hubby's bday is tomorrow and I'm all of the above too..
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Feb 20, 2012, 10:17 PM
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It's an epidemic!
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Feb 21, 2012, 10:17 AM
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LOL! Well I made homemade spaghetti sauce that he loves with sausage, and meat balls, garlic bread etc. I bought him a beautiful cake that I wish I could post a pic of, we sang happy birthday, gave him cards, and he's going to go on a deep sea fishing trip the end of next month. I did my best, however...Last night, I found out one of my friends had a serious psychotic episode, and I stayed on the phone with one of my other best friends, who is her partner. They've seen me struggle, and I've always tried to help my sick friend, but she wouldn't listen, and here we are trying to figure out what to do. So, I have to make up for two hours of birthday time. eeeek!!!
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