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i was trying to have a conversation with someone but they weren't responding so i smashed a plate against the wall.
don't worry. i cleaned it up. what's funny is when i first felt the impulse to do it, i suppressed it. don't know whether this is a good enough reason to start seeing my T again. how can you tell when you're gonna start going off the rails?
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did you come to stare or wash away the blood?.
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Um, yeah ... There are lots of possible ways to react to someone basically ignoring you, but smashing a plate on the wall (& good on you for cleaning it up!) would definitely rank much closer to "over the top" than to "middle of the road."
I'd re-up for some T time. Short-term maybe, if otherwise you've been fine. I'm especially curious why, if your initial impulse was to suppress the rage, did you choose to let it fly? Or was it a fully-free choice? It it was a conscience choice, why you rejected it may be important. If your unconscience made the choice for you, then I'd say your derailing already. Just my take. Roadie ![]()
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but i feel funny. maybe i should make an appointment ASAP.
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And yes...going back to a T for this would probably help a lot.
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Did you ask why they weren't responding?Was the conversation you were wanting to conduct of great importance?I seldom express anger except in the defense of another individual,or when there is a very direct attack on me & I don't act out,I act in,so I am not good at advising,but,I was curious how it really got to where you rose to such a level of frustration?Was it a recurring issue?Hope you feel better.
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