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Aug 23, 2012, 02:35 PM
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I didn't know where to post this but I guess it fits here.
I'm just venting a little about things. Lately I don't feel like talking to anyone online anymore. I don't want to deal with people and I just feel like isolating and hiding from the world. I do that by going into my gaming world and playing for hours and hours on end. I play what's called an MMORPG, which is an online, real time RPG (role playing game) with thousands of people at the same time. It makes you feel like you're in a fantasy world and you can easily get lost in it. I do. It's my escape from the reality that IRL I'm alone. All -- every single one -- of my friends are online. So when I don't feel like talking to anyone really online, I am truly alone at that point. I guess I'm withdrawing because for awhile here on PC, while I was out of work for a month, I was on PC chat for all hours of the day, talked to everyone, got to know a ton of people here (in chat). After awhile I think I just got overwhelmed with people. Right now I am not able to get on chat at work or at home unless I take my laptop to a place with a wifi hotspot and frankly I don't do that because like I said, I don't care to. I don't know what's going on, it's like I'm back to hating people again and thinking they're all "fakes" and will all leave at some point anyway so why bother? I don't know.. I guess this is just a big whiny post but I just had to get it out. :/ Sorry for the long post. |
 Anonymous32935, BrokenNBeautiful, shezbut
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Aug 23, 2012, 04:50 PM
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Welcome. I used to be big on WOW, a guild master in fact, but my abandonment issues were too big and when several members quit without saying anything I got very down and ended up quitting. I'm scared I'll get too close to people here as well, but right now this is one of my only outlets. I find it extremely difficult to talk to people one-on-one. I hope you find what you need from PC. We try to support each other and we'll support you as well if we can. Good luck!
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Aug 26, 2012, 06:27 PM
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I am glad you are talking about it. I don't mind hearing it. I identify with wanting to just withdraw, esp after being out there a lot.
Billi
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