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Aug 26, 2012, 06:16 PM
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Right now I want to throw away all my earrings because I lost an earring of a pair that I really love.
I mean really! I can't find it anywhere. On the kitchen floor; just slid out of my earlobe, bounced on the floor and DISAPPEARED into nowhere! NOWHERE! I looked and looked and we dn' even have a large kitchen. I feel...so...stupid!!!!!! How could I have done that?! My bpd says this is what happens when I love something; I lose it. I don't deserve it. So I dodn't deserve my earrings. Another bpd voice says they're too sl***y for me anyway. So far, my friend here has kept me from acting on these feelings. B.
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Aug 26, 2012, 06:43 PM
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thank goodness for self-restraint, friends, and PC (talking about it instead of acting out).
Bruce found it. My earring. I still don't understand how he found it and I didn't, though; I scoured the entire floor and area and did not find anything! He found it under the sink! good grief...  I must be really RETARDED.
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Aug 27, 2012, 12:53 AM
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At least it was found. Look at the bright side. Could be worse. You weren't stupid, you were panicking and people, everyone, not just you, doesn't think coherently when that happens. Take care.
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Aug 27, 2012, 06:03 AM
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I think you handled it wonderfully. You recognized your emotions, accepted them, and chose to vent here rather than letting the BPD win. Congrats!
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Aug 27, 2012, 07:02 PM
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thanks
 B.
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Aug 28, 2012, 04:57 PM
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You're not retarded, your brain doesn't function well under such stress as panic. You can't be expected to see clearly, let alone find something as small as an earring when you're busy "freaking out"! Don't be so hard on yourself.
I'm glad you posted here instead and that your friend was their to keep you from acting on your impulsive thoughts *many hugs*
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Aug 28, 2012, 09:19 PM
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I don't know what I would have done without Ani there. He's been saving me from myself for this past year.
B.
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