...I have talked to myself more than I have talked to anyone else!
...and the crap I go on about I don't know?...I just imagine everyone else has got the 'formula' right...for living ...for being RIGHT!

...I'm so tired....used to be so active...mentally gifted, well sort of, just enough to cope anyway. ...what I mean is I could explain things...twist all the crap around so it suited me made sense better and whats wrong with that?

I expect everyone does their own twisting of reality...but not ALL OF IT!...

I just want to escape permanently how weird it's borderline this prison it's not everyone who wants to escape so bad invisibly locked away I am so used to this emotional cell

...institutionalised in my own personality.

bummer

Originally Posted by dubblemonkey

...I have talked to myself more than I have talked to anyone else!
...and the crap I go on about I don't know?...I just imagine everyone else has got the 'formula' right...for living ...for being RIGHT!

...I'm so tired....used to be so active...mentally gifted, well sort of, just enough to cope anyway. ...what I mean is I could explain things...twist all the crap around so it suited me made sense better and whats wrong with that?

I expect everyone does their own twisting of reality...but not ALL OF IT!...

I just want to escape permanently how weird it's borderline this prison it's not everyone who wants to esacpe so bad invisibly locked away I am so used to this emotional cell

...institutionalised in my own personality.

bummer

Been twisting reality for as long as I can remember, convinced myself all was right, everyone else was at fault, but it's always been me. The problem is, I didn't even know I was doing this until fairly recently, but, even though I now know it, there's no easy way to change it. Trapped in your own version of "reality" that is yours alone....

[ECHOES]

Originally Posted by dubblemonkey

...I have talked to myself more than I have talked to anyone else!
...and the crap I go on about I don't know?...I just imagine everyone else has got the 'formula' right...for living ...for being RIGHT!

...I'm so tired....used to be so active...mentally gifted, well sort of, just enough to cope anyway. ...what I mean is I could explain things...twist all the crap around so it suited me made sense better and whats wrong with that?

I expect everyone does their own twisting of reality...but not ALL OF IT!...

I just want to escape permanently how weird it's borderline this prison it's not everyone who wants to escape so bad invisibly locked away I am so used to this emotional cell

...institutionalised in my own personality.

bummer

I hear ya

Other people can make is look so easy....

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