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Old Jan 02, 2013, 07:39 PM
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i hate feeling so alone like noone knows how i feel, how frustrated and how much i just want to fuk off from everyone and everything and just sleep, just ignore the feelings and the stuff i cant even describe, the way i just cant bear the thought of waking up 2 another day. i know im gna wake up to that sinking feeling that i have 2 get through yet another day. i dont want to live through another day and yet i dont want to die either. i just want to be nothing. nothing and not feel or think or be anything
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Old Jan 02, 2013, 07:42 PM
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sorry that was my last diary entry. i just need 2 talk 2 someone or anyone. i think im getting normal then i feel like nothing ever changes. i was ok on my own then i met someone and i love so quick and so deeply and i know its not normal but i cant think of anything else. turns out to be not good for me. i think ive stopped it but it ttoally destabilises me. i try to at ok for other people but i dont even know who i am. i dont even think im the me other people see. i just wish i could run away and hide and be noone
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Old Jan 02, 2013, 09:41 PM
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I relate so much right now.

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Old Jan 03, 2013, 01:03 AM
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I can't offer a lot of encouraging words right now but I CAN offer reassurance that you're not alone here. May that offer a little bit of consolation and peace. We're in this together.
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Old Jan 03, 2013, 01:40 AM
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you are sooo not alone... I honestly have been having the same feelings lately.. many hugs to you.. pm me anytime and we can swap journal entries!!
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Old Jan 06, 2013, 06:29 PM
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thankyou i only just came back on. going to the drs 2morrow. so tired dont know what 2 write but thankyou x
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