Is extreme right now. I know everyone here is supportive; I have no problems with anyone here, but I feel as though the world is against me. I wrote that thread about my marriage yesterday. I delayed hours to read any responses knowing I said something wrong, I was going to somehow be put down, misunderstood, regret what I said. I'm doing the same with PMs and texts. I'm delaying minutes, hours in some cases to read them; I just know I'm going to somehow be hurt by them. That someone is going to misunderstand something I say. I know my paranoia is not substandiated by anything here. Past events are playing hard on me.... I'll get over it, I know. Just wanted to let you know...

you really got this predicament hey Mari?

it's clear...you describe it well...

I get it too



it might not ever much be ok but we find a way to be ok about it anyway

I know. I don't have paranoia quite so severely but I understand completely. Just so you know you've never said anything remotely inappropriate to me ok? No worries. Hang in there hun, it will pass.

I'm here for you, as well You have been nothing but open, supportive and caring. I appreciate you a lot.

[BorderlineMess]

Oh big hugs hun!!!! Huge big hugs!!! I feel the same when I post something. I just blame it on being new to the group. But I deal with a huge amount of paranoia, so I know the feeling. Just can't shake those thoughts, sometimes! I'm sorry you're feeling this way. I wish I could take it away from you. I really do. But, at least to me, you've done nothing wrong. Posted nothing offensive or horrible. You've just been open, honest, understanding, and very brave with your posts. I think you're quite awesome.

Take care of yourself

((((Maranana))))

Originally Posted by s4ndm4n2006

I know. I don't have paranoia quite so severely but I understand completely. Just so you know you've never said anything remotely inappropriate to me ok? No worries. Hang in there hun, it will pass.

It's rarely gotten this bad.....just hope it passes soon.

[unaluna]

Just wanted to say - totally been where you are, only w/o the kids (I don't know by what miracle). You sound just so practical!! I remember going for a walk one afternoon by myself and finally realizing I was going to have to add the word divorce to my vocabulary. Yes, this was the mid70s, but it really wasn't in my mindset. Please take care of yourself and let us help you.

Is better.....at least for the moment...thank you.

[greyclouds]

((Hugs)) thinking of you xxx

[BrokenNBeautiful]

I am listening, Mara.

You have contributed a lot to this board.

Carol

......is back. Gotta love it!

WB! good to hear...

......has been validated, just what I needed. Sigh. I will live. Just irritated, angry, upset, generally on the roller coaster at the moment. Feel free to join me, I have free tickets for probably the rest of the night.

[Atypical_Disaster]

I'm sorry you're feeling like this. I can really relate. I don't have answers but I do care.