[BeautifullyDeprived]

Here comes that feeling again of when I feel lonely, I feel like I'm talking too much here..sorry? I just feel really disappointed, alone, sad, rejected, avoided..I mean what did I do?

[Atypical_Disaster]

I don't think you're talking too much. Forums are meant for people to talk a lot on them. Talk away... I know how you feel and I'm sorry you're feeling so awful.

[MDDBPDPTSD]

Do you feel all those things because of something in "real life" or here on the PC forum?

I do not think you are talking too much, for what that is worth. I am sorry you are feeling that way. Sometimes, it helps me to remember that feeling come and go, so I know they will not last forever. That comforts me when I am feeling something unpleasant because I now that I can just wait it out and I will feel better, sooner or later.

Other than that, maybe you could try to do something nice for yourself. Maybe take a bath with candles in the room, or color a picture or just hold play doh in your hand to enjoy how it feels and how moldable it is. I dunno. Maybe a walk or take you to a movie you have been wanting to see. Make your favorite dish. Find someone else who is hurting and try to help them.

I dont what else to say really. I am not trying to minimize how you are feeling by saying these simple techniques might help. I know that sometimes we can feel so intensely that we are not even capable of doing anything but rolling up into a ball and crying. But if, you can do any of those things (or other nice things for you) that might make you feel nurtured and it might take the edge off the feelings you are experiencing.

I wish I had more to offer. Keep us posted as to how you are doing please. Gentle hugs to you.

don't ever feel like you're talking too much. Believe me, that's what this place is for! Keep it up it will help to hear what people have to say, even if it's every little detail of your emotions and challenges right now.

I know it's helped me a ton to be able to talk about stuff here.

the feelings of rejection, being avoided, abandoned are all just part of your wonderful buffet of BPD traits. I'm sure you didn't do anything. Something conscious or unconscious may have triggered these feelings. You're doign the right thing posting here and asking. That's a good step. At the very least hopefully we can make you feel like you belong and are accepted as you are.

*hugs*
~s4

[greyclouds]

Originally Posted by BeautifullyDeprived

Here comes that feeling again of when I feel lonely, I feel like I'm talking too much here..sorry? I just feel really disappointed, alone, sad, rejected, avoided..I mean what did I do?

((Hugs)) you speak as much as you want...
And please don't feel lonely here.
If you ever just want to chat feel free to pm me.
I always stay online as use this thro my phone.
And pm come thro like texts so I'll always be about.
((Hugs))

(((((BeautifullyDeprived)))))

[Ultra Darkness]

The other day I felt like I didn't belong here, and that I was just looking for attention. I think those feelings must be fairly common, but that doesn't mean they're true.

[BrokenNBeautiful]

Originally Posted by BeautifullyDeprived

Here comes that feeling again of when I feel lonely, I feel like I'm talking too much here..sorry? I just feel really disappointed, alone, sad, rejected, avoided..I mean what did I do?

Many of us feel that we do something bad, all the time. My roommate says I talk too much. I feel horrible when he says that.

I feel so guilty about interacting with any human for that very reason.

Carol