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Well, 3 days now and reading posts here has been comforting, and eye opening.
My behavior issues have been damning for a long time and trying to own them has and is still a task. Blaming others for my actions and behavior spins around self loathing and guilt, constant remuneration and analyzation of issues. To see you all posting thoughts and problems that mirror my experiences and life in general helps a lot. I am still trying to understand my condition and stay focused on what it is i want to achieve. I know I don't want to hurt the people i love.I know I want to love myself but when liking is an issue, love seems out of reach most of the time. Misery loves company but I don't want to be miserable, but some times I do, sometimes I wan't to be alone and sometimes I don't. Most of the time I want to be around people but don't want to talk, when I do, I don't always know what to say, or if I want to say it or if it's better to be quiet and not risk screwing up the moment and experience for others. Then there's the times when I don't feel attached to people in general and find communication to be pointless.... Then again, when I'm content and happy, I really do care and like to enjoy humor and make people laugh or smile.... I've spent a lot of time wondering if that's a disorder or just a human condition, or both? ![]() Thought I would share tonight. Thanx for reading... |
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#3
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I'm glad you found us too. It IS eye opening and a relief to know that you're not the only one. That you're not alone. Welcome.
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Hi, Stimpy!
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Welcome.
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"Only in the darkness can you see the stars." - Martin Luther King Jr. "Forgive others not because they deserve forgiveness but because you deserve peace." - Author Unkown |
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Welcome Stimpy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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