Do you think I have BPD?

I am 16 and I looked up the symptoms of BPD on many different sites and I think I have this I scored a 36 on the test on this website for it, I hate being alone and i often feel empty or hollow, I am extremely paranoid and my girlfriend who I know loves me and spends almost all of her time with me (in the past four months we have sent over 70,000 messages and skyped over 200 hours (its a long distance relationship) and we have yet to argue over one detail, she is so amazing and perfect in every way, but if she says she will be back in 30 mins and isnt back after an hour I freak out, I feel lonely and scared then get paranoid she is cheating on me, and its impossible to.think of.her with someone else, I feel as though she really is and left me, its a horrible strange feeling, even though she has never had sex and views sex in the same way i do (save it for pure and true love binding yourself to the other in an action of love not lust) I often feel as though reality is a box and im in a completely different one, I can be really happy and then something small can change that, or i.can randomly get sad and I never go from sad to happy just in a state of neither. Small comments will make me upset and angry, such as someone saying something positive like im polite and it makes me feel like a drone, or negative comments such as saying im too thin or pale will make me angry at myself, which I hate myself, I.have had many self harming situations and drank alcohol without a second though most of last summer. I however usually dont show my anger just turn it against myself, i hate the thought of being abandoned or simply forgotten, and emotions seem so intense, and everything with me is an.extreme i often fear the worst and I feel like i.have to balance on a pole and if i say something. Even small the person will hate me

I was wondering if you think i have BPD

yes it seems to me that you have BPD and anxiety

but I am no doctor

Your suffering from love...
You don't have any mental disorder..
Relax & Enjoy Life..

Maybe. I relate to everything you described.

Im quite new and after posting four times it still wont let me Private message someone, does anyone know if there is something I need to.do? I am trying to message someone from the adopt a mom section

That's kind of over-simplifying things, in my opinion. And, if MadHamlet does have BPD (I have no idea if that's the case) this would be a VERY invalidating statement which might be quite harmful to them.

I don't think you're qualified to diagnose or not diagnose. None of us are. Do you have BPD?

Yes , I am simplifying things but what I'm saying is not invalid.

Every Stressful situation in life is not a disorder.

With All Due Respect I'm not trying to detour anyone en route on seeking professional help

But you are posting in the BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER forum, on a larger forum for people who have issues that are beyond "stressful life issues."

Again, I ask you: Do you actually have BPD? Not trying to attack you, but it's a relevant question.