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Ever feel like everyone around you is perfect and/or fine and your the only messed up in the head? I always wonder if things would've been different for me, it could've been better but it's not...
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Definitely. Which is part of the problem ... Is the grass really greener???
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#3
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I always feel this way. I wonder what my life would have been like if I'd been born with a different brain and/or with different parents. I would have had a totally different life. It's not fair, but it's also not something I can think on too long. Makes me sad.
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I always wonder if I have the wrong diagnosis...so looking for better or not better accurate one.
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100% of the time.
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#6
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Absolutely.
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#7
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I feel like this most of the time. Then it makes me feel worse because I get to thinking about how messed up I am.
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There's an loneliness inside her And she'd do anything to fill it in And though its red blood bleeding from her now, It felt like cold blue ice in her heart When all the colors mix together To grey, and it breaks her heart -DMB "Grey Street" |
#8
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i know that feeling all to well. i have told a teacher about it and he gave the hackneyed response of 'everyone has their own weaknesses, nobody is perfect, etc" and i'm like 'of course YOU'd say that! A perfect person would say that! and besides it doesn't matter if no one is perfect, if they act like it and it seems like it then, i STILL feel the same inadequacy!
thanks for letting me ramble :-) |
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I sure have felt that way many times throughout my life & I despise it when someone says,"Yeah, we all have problems."!! It always feels like they are saying "Who cares??" to me, and that freaking hurts!
We DO all have problems but sometimes we are going through a really tough time and we deserve some empathy and kindness from others in this world. Go figure!
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"Only in the darkness can you see the stars." - Martin Luther King Jr. "Forgive others not because they deserve forgiveness but because you deserve peace." - Author Unkown |
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Hit the nail on the head much? I've felt this way since adolescence. Had the BPD Dx for less than a month now with a 17day hospitalization and one therapy appt. Second one is tomorrow and I believe we will start EMDR.
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Dx: BP1, ADD, OCD, PTSD, GAD Current: Topamax 200mg, Ativan 1mg PRN, Lamictal 200mg, Ritalin 20mgx2, Klonopin 1mg PRN, Omega 3 Abilify 10mg Past & failed: Seroquel, Saphris, Lithium, Neurontin, Wellbutrin, Prozac, Effexor, Zoloft, Celexa, Paxil, Remeron, Vistaril, Haldol, Ambien, Restoril Xanax and now most likely Abilify |
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