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Old Mar 10, 2013, 07:52 PM
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Ever feel like everyone around you is perfect and/or fine and your the only messed up in the head? I always wonder if things would've been different for me, it could've been better but it's not...
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Old Mar 10, 2013, 08:13 PM
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Definitely. Which is part of the problem ... Is the grass really greener???
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Old Mar 10, 2013, 08:26 PM
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Ever feel like everyone around you is perfect and/or fine and your the only messed up in the head? I always wonder if things would've been different for me, it could've been better but it's not...
I always feel this way. I wonder what my life would have been like if I'd been born with a different brain and/or with different parents. I would have had a totally different life. It's not fair, but it's also not something I can think on too long. Makes me sad.
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Old Mar 10, 2013, 09:06 PM
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I always wonder if I have the wrong diagnosis...so looking for better or not better accurate one.
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Old Mar 10, 2013, 09:09 PM
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100% of the time.
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Old Mar 10, 2013, 10:20 PM
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Absolutely.
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Old Mar 10, 2013, 11:02 PM
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Ever feel like everyone around you is perfect and/or fine and your the only messed up in the head? I always wonder if things would've been different for me, it could've been better but it's not...
I feel like this most of the time. Then it makes me feel worse because I get to thinking about how messed up I am.
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Old Mar 10, 2013, 11:50 PM
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i know that feeling all to well. i have told a teacher about it and he gave the hackneyed response of 'everyone has their own weaknesses, nobody is perfect, etc" and i'm like 'of course YOU'd say that! A perfect person would say that! and besides it doesn't matter if no one is perfect, if they act like it and it seems like it then, i STILL feel the same inadequacy!

thanks for letting me ramble :-)
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Old Mar 11, 2013, 12:54 AM
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I sure have felt that way many times throughout my life & I despise it when someone says,"Yeah, we all have problems."!! It always feels like they are saying "Who cares??" to me, and that freaking hurts!

We DO all have problems but sometimes we are going through a really tough time and we deserve some empathy and kindness from others in this world. Go figure!
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Old Mar 11, 2013, 08:28 PM
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Hit the nail on the head much? I've felt this way since adolescence. Had the BPD Dx for less than a month now with a 17day hospitalization and one therapy appt. Second one is tomorrow and I believe we will start EMDR.
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