Woke up feeling like ick this morning. Tried posting my negative feelings I was having in depression form, it was long lengthy rant about everything that is wrong with me and my life. For some reason website would not except the thread. Anyway I decided I was tired of feeling like a broken record so I took my munchkin out for pizza and had a lot fun with her. Got home and did 45 mins of yoga and feel great now. I think getting away from the biggest trigger in my life, the it I live with really helped. It amazes me how much better I feel when I'm not around him. Also my mom called me out the blue, haven't talked to her in five months. Was talking to her about BPD and she told me as a child I was always a very high strung kid. Said my grandmother on dads side was just like me. Was totally shocked by her exceptance of my emotional issues and her kindness. This is a mother I have no memories of as a child and a mom I didn't think cared for me at all. Cant tell you how much this call from her meant to me, how comforting it was that she listened to me and didn't judge me. I wish everyday day was like today. .

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good you had good day you deserved it I know earlier the website kept telling me to login it was acting all funny...