[Landoflimbo]

I know iv not posted for a few days, I've been at a bit of a loose end.
I'm feeling, i guess a bit desperate tonight. I have my first meeting with the psychologist tomo, I'm not sure what to expect. I'm not expecting them to diagnose there and then but i hope they can give me some kind of idea. I've tried not to give it too much thought, I've had so much other stuff going on that I'm emotionally drained.
I've spent the past two hours feeling hysterical, crying uncontrollably that now i feel empty. I guess I'm just a bit worried I'm goin to go in tomo and feel nothing, and it all be a waste of time.
I loathe myself so much right now. U name an emotion and I'm probably feeling it, its draining!! I just really feel like giving up.

[greyclouds]

Originally Posted by Landoflimbo

I know iv not posted for a few days, I've been at a bit of a loose end.
I'm feeling, i guess a bit desperate tonight. I have my first meeting with the psychologist tomo, I'm not sure what to expect. I'm not expecting them to diagnose there and then but i hope they can give me some kind of idea. I've tried not to give it too much thought, I've had so much other stuff going on that I'm emotionally drained.
I've spent the past two hours feeling hysterical, crying uncontrollably that now i feel empty. I guess I'm just a bit worried I'm goin to go in tomo and feel nothing, and it all be a waste of time.
I loathe myself so much right now. U name an emotion and I'm probably feeling it, its draining!! I just really feel like giving up.

You can't give up yet.. Your taking your first step into getting better. You have to hold on