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Old Mar 20, 2013, 04:01 PM
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I wish someone would pay attention to me, but I want to be left alone. I want to feel loved, but I don't want anyone to care about me.
I need a hug. I don't want to touch or be touched. I long for excitement and want nothing to change.
I am miserable. I'm curled into a little hedgehog ball, with all my quills bristling. I shun contact with those around me and wonder why I'm alone. I want help and refuse to talk to anyone.

This is me, right now.
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Old Mar 20, 2013, 04:04 PM
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I wish someone would pay attention to me, but I want to be left alone. I want to feel loved, but I don't want anyone to care about me.
I need a hug. I don't want to touch or be touched. I long for excitement and want nothing to change.
I am miserable. I'm curled into a little hedgehog ball, with all my quills bristling. I shun contact with those around me and wonder why I'm alone. I want help and refuse to talk to anyone.

This is me, right now.
I get this. I want some to hug me and say everything will be okay.

But the thought of being touched in any way or even facing another person right now is just to painful.

(with out touching)
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Old Mar 20, 2013, 04:16 PM
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I wish someone would pay attention to me, but I want to be left alone. I want to feel loved, but I don't want anyone to care about me.
I need a hug. I don't want to touch or be touched. I long for excitement and want nothing to change.
I am miserable. I'm curled into a little hedgehog ball, with all my quills bristling. I shun contact with those around me and wonder why I'm alone. I want help and refuse to talk to anyone.

This is me, right now.
Oh jeez. Stop that describing so much of what I go through so often. And lately it's been the wanting to feel loved but don't want anyone to worry about me or care...ya know. I do want the attention but God my proverbial quills are very sharpened and ready to sting!

I know how you feel. Unfortunately too well.
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Old Mar 20, 2013, 04:31 PM
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I feel exactly like this right now.
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Old Mar 20, 2013, 04:51 PM
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Me too.
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Old Mar 20, 2013, 04:54 PM
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feeling kinda like that yesterday i was
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Old Mar 20, 2013, 04:55 PM
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It seems to Misery Week, doesn't it?
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Old Mar 20, 2013, 04:56 PM
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*group hug*
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Old Mar 20, 2013, 05:31 PM
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Angry now, thanks to my brother. He prodded the hedgehog. Now I'm trying desperately to hold onto the anger, because it feels better than depression and emptiness. But I don't want to be angry. More contradictions.
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Old Mar 20, 2013, 07:55 PM
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Virtual hugs your way!!! Chin up brush those tears away I am sure better things will come your way
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