The ridiculousness that is my life

Is anyone else always completely confused by peoples actions and feelings. People react to me like i'm crazy and yet I feel the same way about them, so why am I the sick one? I'm critisized by people with issues themselves does anyone honestly look in the mirror before flaunting the word "NORMAL" in front of my face. I'm trying to find someone who is unique and "crazy" like me because I know who I am and I'm freaking embracing it from now on. I like being weird and not pretending I don't have feeling. I HAVE FEELINGS. CRAZY IRRATIC LOVE HATING PASSIONATE FEELINGS. I just wish I could find someone I could identify with on some level. Someone with feeling, not monotone boring lifeless "normal" souls. I feel alone, which makes me feel meaningless, which is something i'm trying to avoid but it's hard when there's really no one you can talk to about anything. God even someone who cared enough to listen. I'm just constantly confused....

Not always confused, but most of the time when I'm with others I'm analyzing the situation and asking myself questions. I'm almost never surprised that I misinterpret someone, because I spend a lot of time thinking about possible misinterpretations. I still misinterpret a lot. Not all normal people are monotone and lifeless. Some even want to listen.

I agree. I a, over-analytic. No wonder why i am a business analyst in my daily life, lol. It is very frustrating not to have others in my daily everyday physical world that I can talk to about this. At least we have somewhere to go to discuss this.

"Normal" doesn't exist. I don't look at myself as better or worse than the average person though I do have a very, very hard time understanding most people's motives and thinking. It just doesn't make sense to me.

I feel like nothing at all makes sense. Life and people are absurd!

Thing is, interpreting normal as being boring or non-feeling is not very accurate. Normal people are not boring or unemotional, nor are bpd more exciting or interesting.

oh okay...now take a breathe...want you to breathe deeply you can do it

Us abnormals like our abnormal cereal just right...weird or not us abnormals feel quite fine admitting we are abnormal from all those "normals" over there.

Eh I consider if you're human, you're abnormal. :/ The "norm's" abnormalness is just more hidden than mine.

Now I'm not saying all "normal" people are boring. I'm saying the people who consider themselves "normal" are boring. No one is normal, the people in control of themselves are boring to ME. It can be considered normal, but I find it very hard to believe anyone is really in control. Most people who feel they are normal seem to be the people trying to hide the fact they have some sort of irratic feeling inside themselves. Everyone has passion if they're willing to embrace it. Also, they're no need to refer me is going out of control here. Which is another point I don;t feel it necesary to calm down I'm embracing something for once in my life and I think I'm going to enjoy being pretty intense about it. Also I'm not grouping people into categories, i'm basing some of my opinions of many generalized finding. Thanks for all the comments and love. Hugs to all! Who feel my love and feelings.