I just knew

The only reason I was feeling a little better was my few days off here and there and Reading Festival. Now they're both over I feel terrible. I hate it. I want to get off this horrible ride, I want it to stop. But I can't. And I'm not allowed to do it my way.

Oh reality has hit alright

[allme]

Let it flow right out of ya! It's going to be ok it really is! If I could take your pain away, I would do all day long but I can't and the only thing you can do is ride it out and try and be kind to yourself, try and do something (non self destructive) to release that energy! This is going to sound stupid ok, but when you have a moment alone, put some loud music on and dance around the room like a lunatic. I know this sounds stupid but it works for me!

It's going to be ok, remember that

I like that idea well, I find music is only good if it is loud!! I just don't do the dancing thing, I'd feel way too awkward even if there was no one to see.

I just feel broken.

Originally Posted by secretwhisper

I like that idea well, I find music is only good if it is loud!! I just don't do the dancing thing, I'd feel way too awkward even if there was no one to see.

I just feel broken.

::: pokes and prods her::: you don't feel broken to me!

in al seriousness, I'm sorry I know how reality can hit us hard sometimes. Just find some better realities to focus on if you can!

[avlady]

i also listen to music when i'm feeling low i used to dance but got out of shape for that now i'm 52 but maybe i should get back into the groove!!!

Just know that at least you felt better while doing those things, and you can find something else to do. Stay busy doing something you're happy doing if at all possible and don't let the feeling overtake you. Reading Festival sounds fun. Wish I could've gone.

I don't dance either. I'm the most awkward person ever.

Originally Posted by nevergoodenough

Just know that at least you felt better while doing those things, and you can find something else to do. Stay busy doing something you're happy doing if at all possible and don't let the feeling overtake you. Reading Festival sounds fun. Wish I could've gone.

I don't dance either. I'm the most awkward person ever.

NO WAY you aren't the most awkward person ever. how do I know? Cus taht would be me :P

[allme]

Originally Posted by s4ndm4n2006

NO WAY you aren't the most awkward person ever. how do I know? Cus taht would be me :P

No. I am!!

[allme]

Noooo. I AM!

Maybe we should all agree and say we are all equally awkward?

Originally Posted by secretwhisper

Maybe we should all agree and say we are all equally awkward?

absolutely not. >.> I. MUST. WIN.

I. Will. Not. Let. You. Win!

I just can't break away from the feeling