I am sick of the constant changes! Sick of not knowing what each day will bring. Sick of the glimmers of hope that get snatched away so quickly. I'm just sick of it all

[allme]

Oh sweetie Anything happened today to make you feel bad?

[MoxieDoxie]

Originally Posted by secretwhisper

I am sick of the constant changes! Sick of not knowing what each day will bring. Sick of the glimmers of hope that get snatched away so quickly. I'm just sick of it all

Just because we feel that way does not necessarily mean someone has BPD....right? I want my T to be wrong.

[allme]

Originally Posted by MoxieDoxie

Just because we feel that way does not necessarily mean someone has BPD....right? I want my T to be wrong.

No it doesn't, it depends on a whole bunch of other symptoms too. Have you researched the symptoms?

[MoxieDoxie]

He says I am BPD(quiet BPD on the mild spectrum)......I tried to dispute it so he whipped out that diagnosis book and started reading it word for word to me.

Originally Posted by allme

Oh sweetie Anything happened today to make you feel bad?

No nothing has happened. I woke up feeling rubbish this morning...thats been a given these last few months, my depression has definitely taken a hold of me again!

But then I had a few hours of feeling ok/good. I was feeling like me. Normal. And it was good.

And then I crashed again. And everything has gone negative. Again.

And I always end up asking myself the same question...whats the f***king point?!

[allme]

Originally Posted by MoxieDoxie

He says I am BPD(quiet BPD on the mild spectrum)......I tried to dispute it so he whipped out that diagnosis book and started reading it word for word to me.

And could you relate to what he was reading out to you?

[allme]

Originally Posted by secretwhisper

No nothing has happened. I woke up feeling rubbish this morning...thats been a given these last few months, my depression has definitely taken a hold of me again!

But then I had a few hours of feeling ok/good. I was feeling like me. Normal. And it was good.

And then I crashed again. And everything has gone negative. Again.

And I always end up asking myself the same question...whats the f***king point?!

The point is we have our good days and things can be fine ...actually they can be more than just fine which is one of the perks. You are listening to your critters at the moment so give them a firm boot up the backside and give yourself a break. I know nothing I can say will make you feel better but know that good days will come again.

Originally Posted by allme

The point is we have our good days and things can be fine ...actually they can be more than just fine which is one of the perks. You are listening to your critters at the moment so give them a firm boot up the backside and give yourself a break. I know nothing I can say will make you feel better but know that good days will come again.

I know they will come. Well I try to tell myself that anyway. They just seem to be so few and far between! I need someone to slap and shake me and snap me out of it, but I know it's never that simple. *sigh* Did I mention that I was sick of it??

[allme]

Originally Posted by secretwhisper

I know they will come. Well I try to tell myself that anyway. They just seem to be so few and far between! I need someone to slap and shake me and snap me out of it, but I know it's never that simple. *sigh* Did I mention that I was sick of it??

*slaps and shakes secretwhisper*

lol thanks

[allme]

Originally Posted by secretwhisper

lol thanks

Oh any time! lol Seriously though, I do hope better days are coming And as you know, I am here most of the time (trying to work!) so you can always pm me if you want a chat or vent.

Thank you, means a lot same goes for you!

I think my yo-yo is broken. Seems to be stuck at the bottom

[allme]

I am around for the next hour or so working still so pm if you need to