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Oct 31, 2013, 05:44 PM
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I hate this! Everything was going well till my mother asked me to run an errand for her- the reason this is problematic for me is when I have a schedule and something comes in its way, I get very agitated. I had to run to the store so I grabbed her visa and the keys and left. When I got to the store I put them in my pocket and went in and bought the candy she had asked me to get for the trick-or-treaters. I got to checkout, they started scanning items and I went to grab the card... gone. I had to leave the store HUMILIATED that I didn't have money to pay and everyone was watching me and probably thought I was ridiculous. I got home and told my mom and we were in the midst of trying to figure out what to do and my boyfriend called me. I answered the phone pissy and instead of asking what was wrong, he proceeded to hang up on me as I was begging him to stay on the phone. I called him back and BLEW up on him. Now I feel bad for that, losing mom's card, and humiliated for checking out without any money. So low right now. I'm such a failure and ruined everyone's Halloween.
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Oct 31, 2013, 05:56 PM
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Awww Angel, I'm sorry. I know that had to be awful for you (Ive gone to the grocery store before and forgotton my wallet..left humiliated, and although I didn't want to, forced myself to return to get the groceries I'd asked them to set aside--yes, I knew they didn't believe I'd be back but I was) Please don't feel you ruined everyones Halloween! You don't control anyone elses emotions, only your own, and we both know how difficult that can be especially when routine or plans are disrupted.
Try to find a quiet place where you can regroup....maybe you can take your husband aside later and explain (I know, if you're like me, it's not the first time) but you mentioned in earlier posts he supports and loves you...I'm sure he'll understand. Please try not to be too upset.... 
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Oct 31, 2013, 06:31 PM
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How frustrating! I think most people have done that. You did not ruin anyone's Halloween, kids will still get tons of candy.
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Oct 31, 2013, 06:52 PM
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Thanks guys.
 means a lot. We have gotten off to a good start at least. I told Seth I just wanted to press the reset button and he agreed Sent from my SPH-D710 using Tapatalk
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Oct 31, 2013, 07:37 PM
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I love that you can do that with him and he is on board
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Oct 31, 2013, 08:26 PM
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Yeah I am a lucky girl
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