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Old Dec 01, 2013, 08:22 PM
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I'm currently dissociating..I'm not part of my body.
I'm losing touch and going back to bad behaviors.
I don't know who I am, Where I am. My body keeps moving these motions but I don't feel like I am doing it. Who's in there? I can't feel a thing.
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Old Dec 01, 2013, 08:32 PM
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knock knock

who's there fork

fork who

fork stop poking me already
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Old Dec 01, 2013, 08:34 PM
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Orange you glad I didn't say orange!
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Diagnosed: Generalized Anxiety Disorder & Obsessive Compulsive Disoder. Previous: Borderline Personality Disorder.

I no longer qualify for a diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, but there will always be my borderline traits that I struggle with especially during times of great stress.


I've been working passionately as a therapist since December 2016
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Old Dec 01, 2013, 08:41 PM
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Knock knock

Who's there?

Dwayne

Dwayne who?

Dwayne the bathtub I'm dwowning!
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Old Dec 01, 2013, 09:37 PM
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I feel like vomiting and no one loves meeeeeee. I matter none at all. My parents are both alcoholics. They hate each other. My dad told me he was on six Valium when my brother was born. All they love is sedation.
My wants don't matter.
Please stop drinking mommy
please come home
I want to go home mommy
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Diagnosed: Generalized Anxiety Disorder & Obsessive Compulsive Disoder. Previous: Borderline Personality Disorder.

I no longer qualify for a diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, but there will always be my borderline traits that I struggle with especially during times of great stress.


I've been working passionately as a therapist since December 2016
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Old Dec 01, 2013, 10:40 PM
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I wish there was something I could do or say that would make things better. Know that there are people who care.
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Depression diagnosed March 1996
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Old Dec 01, 2013, 10:42 PM
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I feel like vomiting and no one loves meeeeeee. I matter none at all. My parents are both alcoholics. They hate each other. My dad told me he was on six Valium when my brother was born. All they love is sedation.
My wants don't matter.
Please stop drinking mommy
please come home
I want to go home mommy
I'm sorry you're having a tough time Allie. It may not seem/feel like it, but I promise that people love and care about you.

I hope you feel better soon.
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Old Dec 02, 2013, 10:33 AM
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Thank you all for your kind words. I am back in my own body again but the hurt isn't over. :/
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Diagnosed: Generalized Anxiety Disorder & Obsessive Compulsive Disoder. Previous: Borderline Personality Disorder.

I no longer qualify for a diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, but there will always be my borderline traits that I struggle with especially during times of great stress.


I've been working passionately as a therapist since December 2016
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Old Dec 02, 2013, 10:36 AM
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Thank you all for your kind words. I am back in my own body again but the hurt isn't over. :/
I'm sorry I didn't see this sooner, but thankful that you're ok now
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