[Angel of Bedlam]

I hate being alone, I probably hate it more than being around people I can't stand. I feel like everyone will forget about me if I can't contact them for one reason or another. I feel like I don't matter to anyone and as if everyone is ignoring me. Does anyone else feel this way?

YUPPERZZZ

One of my many wonderful qualities... grumble when people are around and bugging me. Grumble MORE when they aren't.

And when I recognize how I treat them - then it triggers me to SH.

[Angel of Bedlam]

We both do that Useless.

*WOOT - so you are not alone?

[Angel of Bedlam]

Originally Posted by Useless Me

*WOOT - so you are not alone?

In that regard, I guess not.

That made me smile.

bad news for you it is with me.

Sorry - life sux, don't it?

"We are not alone." ~mulder, XFiles.

Sorry had to do that.

you know I understand. just giving you my support. it will be over soon and he'll be back.

[Truth in Ruin]

Originally Posted by s4ndm4n2006

"We are not alone." ~mulder, XFiles.

Sorry had to do that.

you know I understand. just giving you my support. it will be over soon and he'll be back.

Ha! Loved it.

[hawaii04]

Thorn(s) in my side. It is hard for me to tolerate people being around, thus I desire to be alone, but that doesn't feel adequate either. When I'm alone I'm often less motivated, I'm anxious and depressed. I have such a hard time with adapting properly to what surrounds me or doesn't. Part of me wants to be ignored, the other part of me takes being left in solitude as rejection.

[Angel of Bedlam]

Originally Posted by Useless Me

bad news for you it is with me.

Sorry - life sux, don't it?

Useless, there are many other people whose company I'd pass on for yours.

[Angel of Bedlam]

Originally Posted by hawaii04

Thorn(s) in my side. It is hard for me to tolerate people being around, thus I desire to be alone, but that doesn't feel adequate either. When I'm alone I'm often less motivated, I'm anxious and depressed. I have such a hard time with adapting properly to what surrounds me or doesn't. Part of me wants to be ignored, the other part of me takes being left in solitude as rejection.

I used to hate being alone so much that I'd go to great lengths to ensure I never was. I'd put myself around men who only wanted me for one thing, waste money going out that I didn't have so I wasn't stuck home alone, I even hung out with people who I didn't even like just so that I was around someone. This has gotten better, but I still can't stand being by myself.

[steelfang]

The thing about me is I hate the thought of being alone and forgotten, yet I just tend to sit in the shadows and not really keep in contact with what few friends I have... It's a stupid paradox and causes me so much confusion. I don't know why I do it but feel like I'm helpless and there is little I can do to fix the situation.

[Aventurine]

Originally Posted by Angel of Bedlam

I used to hate being alone so much that I'd go to great lengths to ensure I never was. I'd put myself around men who only wanted me for one thing, waste money going out that I didn't have so I wasn't stuck home alone, I even hung out with people who I didn't even like just so that I was around someone. This has gotten better, but I still can't stand being by myself.

I do this.. I think that is why I got back with the guy I had been dating.. and why I go out and get drunk with girls 15 years my junior..... so I am not alone... but conversely.. sometimes I just want to hide in my bedroom with the curtains drawn and forget there is a world out there... they can have it.. I don't care..

But I post here cause then I don't feel alone...

[steelfang]

I hate being alone yet I hate being rejected. Although I have had many opportunities, I have turned down many chances for romantic relationships. I guess once I get a guy to fall for me, I get all scared about revealing my true nature and being vulnerable.

[lynn808]

I feel hurt so I hurt others. I feel alone so I am lonely. I feel unloved so I don't love others. I feel untrustworthy so I don't trust others. I feel this will never end for me.

[beloiseau]

I hate being alone as well. I feel like if i'm not in constant contact with people the relationship we have crumbles. I feel like they'll forget about me. I have a hard enough time understanding how anyone could feel connected to me anyway because of these feelings.

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[Angel of Bedlam]

Originally Posted by beloiseau

I hate being alone as well. I feel like if i'm not in constant contact with people the relationship we have crumbles. I feel like they'll forget about me. I have a hard enough time understanding how anyone could feel connected to me anyway because of these feelings.

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You hit the nail on the head.

Originally Posted by beloiseau

I hate being alone as well. I feel like if i'm not in constant contact with people the relationship we have crumbles. I feel like they'll forget about me. I have a hard enough time understanding how anyone could feel connected to me anyway because of these feelings.

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[beloiseau]

Ahh welcome to my world! It's wonderful and full of indiscretion and confusion

Originally Posted by Angel of Bedlam

You hit the nail on the head.






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Ahh

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[beloiseau]

Ahh welcome to my world! It's wonderful and full of indiscretion and confusion

Originally Posted by Angel of Bedlam

You hit the nail on the head.






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[technigal]

I spend my days home alone, I am now a stay at home mom. I hate it but I also don't like leaving the house on my own. I live for Sean getting home from work.

[Truth in Ruin]

Originally Posted by technigal

I spend my days home alone, I am now a stay at home mom. I hate it but I also don't like leaving the house on my own. I live for Sean getting home from work.

Awe! That's so sweet