[nycgal448]

Soo many emotions; so little time. Yesterday my son
put me thru hell. Today, alot calmer... so far. mom got
me for xmas.. left hurt by her yet again. my son
is happy, thatz what really matters. I feel impulsive,
ertc... too many more. Last nite by the end of day,
I wuz a stress ball. Whew!!! RThatz it for now.

[nycgal448]

It is so hard be bi polar and Bpd, cuz u really never have a clue which
side of u will pop up, or if will even stay?? which.. it doesn't, not for long.
it's so unpredictable. Honestly, its a freakin rollercoaster. .. of course the
ppl surrounding u are left wondering Wtf? lol. Weren't u just crying a few
ago; now ur excited?? my family thinks I am crazy; Iam, but they don't
need to know. Santa wuz not good to me this yr... So, I am buying
a cell tom. Xmas sucked.

[nycgal448]

Should I email my aunt and tell her what I been
going thru w mom??

Originally Posted by nycgal448

It is so hard be bi polar and Bpd, cuz u really never have a clue which
side of u will pop up, or if will even stay?? which.. it doesn't, not for long.
it's so unpredictable. Honestly, its a freakin rollercoaster. .. of course the
ppl surrounding u are left wondering Wtf? lol. Weren't u just crying a few
ago; now ur excited?? my family thinks I am crazy; Iam, but they don't
need to know. Santa wuz not good to me this yr... So, I am buying
a cell tom. Xmas sucked.

Sorry to hear about your rough time. I know what you mean by being bpd and bipolar. I don't have many bouts with the bipolar as much but it is complicated to have to deal with both all the time

Christmas was a wash for me too. I didn't get anything but then i have no one do do that for me so I didn't expect it. Didn't get anything for myself either since what little I had went to others, which is fine, that's what I do.

Hope you feel better.
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