Slept with someone else

I 'm seeing someone. We aren't official and haven't talked about monogamy, but I hate myself. I was drunk and hypomanic and convinced that my boy was leaving me because he didn't return a text.

I hate myself. How do I accept the good and the bad in me?

I know that nothing I say will help but I am thinking about you. Try not to be too hard on yourself, I know all to well about self-hatred.

I swear that some people just bring out the worst in you. I always get too drunk with this friend :/

The bad wont feel as bad as it does now.. just ride it out..

We all have a dark side. Everyone. Some just manifest more so than others.

I have done things like that before.. I avoid situations where it might occur again.. and If I am not ready to give up on the being around that person I need to accept that part of myself until such a time as I am... and usually it gets to a point where I walk away..

Try not to define yourself in terms of good and bad.. we are just people.

Hugs... take it easy

I'm just beginning to worry that I'll never be the person that I want to be. I was acting very unlike myself that night. I typically don't even drink liquor.