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Old May 04, 2014, 08:01 PM
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I really could use someone to talk to right now. I feel the wave of extreme emotion crashing right at the surface. I know it's going to overtake me soon. It has no trigger. There is no reason to suddenly be so sad, but I know this is the depression and I know I've been flying high lately.
I knew I had to crash. I always forget how bad it is and think "maybe I'm not so sick" then it hits and I'm lost in it.

I just want some company tonight.
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Old May 04, 2014, 08:33 PM
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You are not alone. I have also been experiencing a wave of emotion. Today has been ok but the heavy cloud is looming over. I know the feeling too well. I am grieving the loss of my mom and with mother's day coming up, there is just no telling. I say this to you because it always helps me knowing I'm not alone. I am always here if you need to talk. I hope I have helped in some way.
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Old May 04, 2014, 09:12 PM
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If you want to talk I am available too chat. I understand what it feels like when your about to crash. I hope you feel better soon.
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Old May 04, 2014, 09:20 PM
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You are not alone. I have also been experiencing a wave of emotion. Today has been ok but the heavy cloud is looming over. I know the feeling too well. I am grieving the loss of my mom and with mother's day coming up, there is just no telling. I say this to you because it always helps me knowing I'm not alone. I am always here if you need to talk. I hope I have helped in some way.
Thank you I'm sorry about your mom. I lost my best friend last year and her birthday is coming up, that's got me down as well.
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Old May 05, 2014, 10:40 AM
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I have been feeling similar for a while now....because of a really busy work schedule I have been missing my individual therapy sessions. And the lack of having someone to talk to for the last few months has really not been good for me to deal with.
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Old May 05, 2014, 10:47 AM
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I have been feeling similar for a while now....because of a really busy work schedule I have been missing my individual therapy sessions. And the lack of having someone to talk to for the last few months has really not been good for me to deal with.
I'm sorry about that. :/ I don't even go to therapy so I just sink into a hole of negativity. I hope you feel better, love.
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Hope you are doing better Allie. I have dropped into my own dark hole and not really fit to support anyone.
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