[dubblemonkey]

...I am an emotional disaster...

I do
not pretend that I am something otherwise!

I am broken and incomplete

I fall apart....

and nobody can fall as far as me...!

people want to be in a hurt accident...

but they cannot!

love james....yikes

Hi. I can relate, but you aren't terrible, and you are definitely more than these feelings.

[Trippin2.0]

You may very well be a lot of things, but terrible??? NEVER! ((((((((((James))))))))))

[3xjj]

My mom has borderline PD and takes no responsibility for her actions. While she admits to being sensitive, she does not see that her emotions may come across as over the top to others. I give you a lot of credit for recognizing the issues you struggle with. Like those above, I don't think you are as terrible or horrible as you see yourself. Even though my mom hurt me quite a bit, I have a lot of compassion for what she and you go through; I know there is a lot of emotional pain and dysregulation (I don't think you want to be run over by your emotions).

Ur not terrible x ur just you xx

Originally Posted by 3xjj

My mom has borderline PD and takes no responsibility for her actions. While she admits to being sensitive, she does not see that her emotions may come across as over the top to others. I give you a lot of credit for recognizing the issues you struggle with. Like those above, I don't think you are as terrible or horrible as you see yourself. Even though my mom hurt me quite a bit, I have a lot of compassion for what she and you go through; I know there is a lot of emotional pain and dysregulation (I don't think you want to be run over by your emotions).

Tbh we r impulsive so at the point in time when thjngs r crashing down u don't think on others feelings. Not that u want to hurt people but cos the emotion is so raw at the time. And we r deficient in this until hindsight and then the a self hate happens. It's worse debilitating than most mental illnesses. Trust me xxx

[gayleggg]

James you will never be terrible to me. You care too much to be terrible.

[3xjj]

I believe you MuayThaiLady. I think what you experience must be so hard.

[Mustkeepjob32]

You're not terrible and you know what? Your poems (they seem like poems to me) speak to me so much and this last one I so relate with. You are talented at writing emotive poems.