Not sure if y'all have followed my recent posts, but I've been going through an enormously positive change in my life, and it is only getting better by the day.

I feel mightily strong, like a male Siberian tiger in his prime, and I feel like I have so much strength that I can spare some. I feel almost completely in control of my emotions, and hence, in control of my life. I feel like I can control the outcome of each day.

I know that some of y'all out there are going through a tough time I'd like to give you my inspiration and strength. Six months ago, I shot a lead projectile through my chest, aiming for my dark heart, and ended up in hospital. Now, after some trying times, I feel like life can hardly get better.

Despite being alone as always, I had an absolutely fabulous XMas ... solo trip (driving) to Oregon. Thoroughly enjoyed myself.

I'm working on self-improvement, setting boundaries with people, better time management, being more organized at home (and decluttering), and staying in good physical shape, through my exercise regimen.

Fantasies (of being with someone) aside, I think this is pretty much the closest I can get to what they call "happiness".

Things can and do get better So hang in there.

[Crazy Hitch]

Stank you for the motivation liliodian.

I need it

[Crazy Hitch]

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*THANK you

[lostinlindon]

Originally Posted by lilodian4ever

Despite being alone as always, I had an absolutely fabulous XMas ... solo trip (driving) to Oregon. Thoroughly enjoyed myself.

I'm working on self-improvement, setting boundaries with people, better time management, being more organized at home (and decluttering), and staying in good physical shape, through my exercise regimen.

Windshield time is one of the greatest ways that I can find myself and recenter. Colorado and Oregon have the best medicine.

Glad you are better!