[LoLaLoLa]

things has been boiled up for a certain time, so today my friend told me that he got annoyed with my attitude and that's why he acting short towards me.. He becoming more meanie, and doesn't care anymore whether the things that he said would hurt me or not..

I can't blame him totally, it was mostly my fault by being needy and require more attention than he could give.. so after so many times, he just got tired with me picking up fight with him and making him more stress.. I dunno what to do anymore, i feel like this is the end and i'm sad about it..

All i wanted is to be more connected and instead it just causing more distant..

[Crazy Hitch]

I'm sorry that this has happened (((LoLaLoLa)))

Probably doesn't help much by me saying a few days break might help find the common ground in this relationship again?

I'm sorry that he felt uncomfortable because I understand where your needs were coming from

[LoLaLoLa]

Thank you Hooligan :-)

I spent the full night explaining things to him, saying why i did things that i did, and it seems ok for now.. He still blame me for not trying to be normal and acting like a sane person.. He said i acting paranoid and it's not fun talking with me anymore when i become paranoid..

I feel like i never belonging to anyone..so i guess i just wanted to hold too tightly and makes people suffocated..

[ManOfConstantSorrow]

An honest friend is a friend indeed. Congratulations for seeing the truth in his comments and understanding how your actions and needs are driving him away. I hope you find a way of managing your needs that don't impinge on your friendships.