[cryingontheinside]

I'm not feeling so good today. I have this empty pointless feeling like there is no point to my existence. I feel lonely . I'm all alone . I live alone and don't go out anywhere. I wish I had one good friend . someone I could talk to who wouldn't judge me for being how I am . At the moment I'm filling the empty void with food . its all healthy food but I just can't stop eating it. I feel pathetic and worthless poor excuse for a human. I don't enjoy my life or my existance. I don't know why I'm here. 😫

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[ThunderGoddess]

I'm sorry you are not feeling happy today I know how hard all that is I feel like you took the words right out of my mouth. But I think we are all friends here so don't forget you can message me anytime I know it's not the same as a phone calls and coffee but it's the next best thing sometimes. Did you hear anything about starting DBT ?

[estrella]

I'm sorry you're feeling this way, love. Times like these are really hard. My suggestion, which I've heard people do before and it helps, is to journal. Not necessarily about how you're feeling, per se, but the things going on in your life at this moment, the weather, the time of day, what you're doing or did that day, and journal about these things in order to find a pattern in your feelings. That way you have an idea of when these empty feelings come about and how you plan to cope with them for the time being.

I probably sound crazy or absurd, so I apologize. I do know from experience that, even though I never write my feelings or related information down, recognizing the oncoming and ever changing feelings that come with BPD helps. I make a mental note of my experiences, which help me through times of trouble.

Hopefully, though, you overcome the feelings. If you need someone to talk to, just message me and I will be there.