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Apr 28, 2017, 05:27 PM
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Even though so many people were nice to me today...even though they've said they cared and they enjoyed our talks...I still feel all this strong sui urge...and thoughts. It's not good. I know. I just want to relax and let go.
There is such a gap between the real me and all these roles I play. And there is no way to close this gap. I don't want to pretend anymore...that I'm broken... I feel alone even when people say they like me. What's wrong with me? 
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Apr 29, 2017, 05:19 AM
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I think sometimes everything is just too confusing, I feel that very often. In those moments (sometimes every day in some situations), everything simply feels too hard to handle or understand or grasp, and I think it's human to feel the urge to let go. Now, we also know, even in those moments, that we have to keep safe, that we have to try to live through those horrible moments,. So I really think you should talk to someone you trust, maybe a counselor or doctor, about your sui urges. I wish I knew what to say to help you, but I know it's always very personal what helps and what doesn't. For me it's like this that when I feel as confused as you, that I need help from someone who can help me get things straight. I am going through similar feelings as you atm, so I really understand how bad it feels to have all kinds of masks we show to other people, at the same time as we feel so extremely bad. I think the truth is: we feel very very bad. All those masks should go..., so we can start being ourselves, even if it means being really broken and not really being like other people. It is OK to not be like other people. The more I give up on it, the better I feel.  
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Apr 29, 2017, 05:54 AM
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I can relate to this ,but I have no answers ,sorry (hugs) x
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