[Ennaira]

Feel like i'm really going crazy.. after many months straight of everyday severe stress, drug use, birth control pills, and multiple head trauma from an abusive relationship i feel like my brain got permanently damaged.. its already almost a year ago but it seems like my social anxiety and aggression is getting worse, ****** memory,overthinking and a lot of other ****.. and i hate that i'm in a place where people aren't educated about mental health issues and are very judgemental.. like when i get uncomfortable or weird and freeze up people always give me a mocking or wtf is wrong with her look.. and its foreal not perceived and it really upsets me.. plus people think i got a demon in me coz i get a bit aggressive when triggered and coz i'm an atheist and like dressing in black.. but l dont even believe in the devil sheesh.. lt sucks being looked at like i'm evil all the time when i'm even more self aware, empathetic and compassionate than most people here..if i could i would move to a progressive atheist country..its sucks not meeting like minded people, i feel like i'm surrounded by ****ing cavemen

[elevatedsoul]

i feel you...

my brain is haywire too.. it is getting worse for me too

i get a lot of wtf looks too, but im a male and i have to be careful not to blank out...

i dont believe in god or the devil either...

[fuzzyowleyez]

I'm not sure if you are looking for advice at all so ignore this if you're not.

Have you ever considered hosting some kind of meeting for others in the community experiencing psychological distress? I did recently and was surprised at the positive responses and the turn out. Just something to consider. If you're interested in learning more about how I did this PM me. Or ya know, we can just talk.

All the Best